chickwithwings

very soon I will be 23 and very soon after that i begin a whole new phase of my life in chicago pursuing work that lives up to my ideals and hopefully enriches me as a person. I'm really really excited. But sad about the people I have to say goodbye to and sad about leaving the teaching job I had for nearly two years....
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Sarah Mclachlan says it best:

Stupid

Night lift up the shades
let in the brilliant light of morning
but steady me now
for I am weak and starving for mercy
sleep has left me alone
to carry the weight of unravelling where we went wrong
it's all I can do to hang on
to keep me from falling
into old familiar shoes

[Chorus:]

how stupid...
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mreh.

I have traveled long inches like miles
like an ant crawling across the plams of your hands
dwelling in the creases
transversing those long rough tapered fingers
memorizing their prints and whorls
and I am
not ready
for this to be
over

your long lean muscled body is the landscape of my heart
your rising and falling chest as you breathe
has been the metranome...
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I'm doing pretty well all things considered. Hung out with my friend and went to a little party last night where I was hounded by a hot but irritatingly dumb drunk korean guy which in retrospect is pretty funny. Went to breakfast at ihop with my friend today and then went to lacma with my mom to see the klimt exhibit and the david hockney...
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i just got back from a relaxing week in florida (except for the flights NEVER fly Airtran i's murphy's law in motion) and I was doing well until... well.... this sums it up best:

tomcavnar: How's the new boy?
RENTjunkee: yeah i just got back from a week long vacation in florida visiting my grandparents, getting ready for chicago and working a lot to save...
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So I'm leaving for Florida tomorrow to visit my grandparents. I'll be back in five days. See ya then kids.

If I keep poking new holes in my ears every time I get bored in the mall after work... I will very quickly run out of places for the holes to go. I'm not anywhere close to that yet but I think it might be something I should keep in mind.

ok... I'm old... it's weird...

MREH!