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Today, I am thankful. I have been down lately and my anxiety has been creeping in and out, yet I was still able to get up, get ready, and participate in holiday traditions...even though none of us really celebrate Thanksgiving other than eating together..it was still a pretty big deal for me being around people. Luckily, it was a small group and I didn't have...
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chi_:
@martyn I don't really understand or support it..it's weird to celebrate almost killing off an entire race by shoveling food in mouths and being thankful then turning right around for black friday sales 😂
chi_:
@dolly28 Thank you! I appreciate it.I've thought about getting on meds..I'm glad you've found some that have worked for you :)
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So the lovely Ms @vorpal gave us the homework to #bringitbacktothesite and that's just what I'm doing. I will be taking time to write more personal blogs on here! Today, I'm going to be sharing what started my journey to becoming a #suicidegirl!

When I was younger I loved the alternative lifestyle and fashion. My high school was dominated by rednecks and there weren't many...
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kirakira:
You've been down a tough road girl, I'm glad to see that you're moving up now! 
chi_:
@kirakira Thanks :) Def glad I'm not where I use to be 💜
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Even though my schedule has been SUPER busy...I officially have my next set being edited and another 2 on the way! I joined a local yoga studio and have taken a couple classes and already love it! I don't know if it is officially helping with my anxiety, but at least it is being kept at a manageable low while I attend. So that is...
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martyn:
Wish you a nice weekend and hope that you find also some time to relax. :* <3
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1) I have social anxiety. My friends help me order, walk me to the bathroom, and hold my hand. I hate making phone calls and won't answer if I'm out in public. Usually stems from control issues.

2) I was a tomboy growing up. I would throw fits if my mom tried to get me in a dress and wouldn't let her touch my hair....
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agent_easy:
You are my dream girl: hates smoking, is pierced and tattooed and has to be extremly lovely!
martyn:
Nice to know. :*
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Finally getting some time on my new desktop..this is my first Mac and I'm still getting use to it, but I def like the size of my screen...too bad I won't be using this for gaming. :( Anywho, now that I have more access to the site I will be getting on and updating everyone on life and such. I do have a tumblr if...
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I finally got myself a super nice desktop! I will now be able to shoot and edit my pictures all from home! Also, I want to start being a lot more active and blogging. I just realized I have never written an "introduction" blog, so I will get on that! 💜

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chi_:
@adoado Thanks!! It will def be nice to be a more active part of the community. Doing everything on my phone is such a nuisance. 😖
martyn:
Thats great! :*
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So even though I don't really celebrate Valentine's Day, my day ended up pretty damn loverly. My chinchillas decided to have some Vday babies this morning. My roommate snapped me a couple a pictures while I was at work. By the time I got home, they were already exploring. We haven't decided if we are going to keep them, but if I upgrade their cage,...
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martyn:
This sounds really nice ... especially the chinchilla babies. <3 <3 <3
chi_:
@martyn It really was a cute surprise! They're so adorable <33