Ok. For those of you that love me, here are the doctors findings and yesterdays doctor fun:
Yesterday I went to the MD to find out what's wrong with me. The Osteosclerosis is confirmed, my legs are a mess, that's a given. I'll be seeing a specialist I guess to go over a game plan for slowing down the progression and discussing therapy to attempt...
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Yesterday I went to the MD to find out what's wrong with me. The Osteosclerosis is confirmed, my legs are a mess, that's a given. I'll be seeing a specialist I guess to go over a game plan for slowing down the progression and discussing therapy to attempt...
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I'm sorry I haven't replied to everyone that left comments. You're all so very sweet for caring and I love you with all of my soul. Please forgive my lack of comment, it's not out of lack of appreciation.. just out of exhaustion.
I'm ok. I'm sore. I'm tired. I'm keeping a positive outlook but am still a little scared.
I see another doctor tomorrow...
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I'm ok. I'm sore. I'm tired. I'm keeping a positive outlook but am still a little scared.
I see another doctor tomorrow...
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yuriel:
meh.
*hugs*
best wishes.
*hugs*
best wishes.
malloryknoxx:
Hey - don't sweat the replies. We know you love us!
My thoughts will be with you, sweetie.
Wishing you all the best
My thoughts will be with you, sweetie.
Wishing you all the best
Ok.. so good mood continues to a point, but good news does not follow.
I saw a doctor today. Thanks to an xray and urine analysis my doctor is under the impression that I have Osteosclerosis. Blood work is to be done tomorrow to confirm this disorder as well as to confirm Rheumatoid Arthritis in both hips, knees and pelvis.
Without a hip replacement in...
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I saw a doctor today. Thanks to an xray and urine analysis my doctor is under the impression that I have Osteosclerosis. Blood work is to be done tomorrow to confirm this disorder as well as to confirm Rheumatoid Arthritis in both hips, knees and pelvis.
Without a hip replacement in...
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a548456:
That's terrible news, I'm so sorry to hear that My mum has chronic osteoarthritis in every bone and joint in her body, but due to other problems, she isn't able to take any painkillers or steroids to help, and it's something she just has to put up with and bear every day, so I hate the idea of someone else being in a similar situation Best wishes 
That's terrible news, I'm so sorry to hear that My mum has chronic osteoarthritis in every bone and joint in her body, but due to other problems, she isn't able to take any painkillers or steroids to help, and it's something she just has to put up with and bear every day, so I hate the idea of someone else being in a similar situation Best wishes 
coyoteloco:
One thing I've learned is that you do what you have to do and life goes on. You'll handle it, and eventually make peace with it. Life's too short as it is. Keep your chin up.
I'm up again at 7:30. A little less happy today, but that's only because I'm tired, but I'm still in a pretty damn good mood. WTF is that? I am NOT a morning person this... this is just fucking odd.
Oh well, I digress.
We'll probably learn our fate today at work. I work for a major corporation that has a small project office on...
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Oh well, I digress.
We'll probably learn our fate today at work. I work for a major corporation that has a small project office on...
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yuriel:
i normally hate mornings too. so thats odd to me too when im feeling all.... normal and stuff haha.
good luck on the job
*smiles for you*
good luck on the job
*smiles for you*
dejajeva:
Are you on? I missed you last night. Should we start a Tuesday thread?
Are you on? I missed you last night. Should we start a Tuesday thread? Good morning SGland.
I woke up today with a smile. I ironed for the hubby, made coffee, checked my email and decided to update.
Why, you ask, is this infamous morning grump up at 7:30 with a smile on her face?
I have NO fucking idea.. but I'm not going to argue.
So happy Monday, have a great day.. go out and see the sunshine...
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I woke up today with a smile. I ironed for the hubby, made coffee, checked my email and decided to update.
Why, you ask, is this infamous morning grump up at 7:30 with a smile on her face?
I have NO fucking idea.. but I'm not going to argue.
So happy Monday, have a great day.. go out and see the sunshine...
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urblueygrl:
yeah dont ask why just be HAPPY.
yuriel:
good morning lovely
im happy to see you smile
im happy to see you smile
sometime between Friday and today something happened.
i found something.
my smile.
i found something.
my smile.
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elcaminobill:
Yo!
[Edited on Mar 06, 2005 10:43PM]
Yo![Edited on Mar 06, 2005 10:43PM]
reverendbenzo:
Yay!
everyone is so worried, like i'm made of eggshells and i'll break. i am humpty dumpty, watch me fall.
they keep asking "are you ok?" yes, no.. i don't know. i'll talk when i can, when i'm ready, when i don't feel like i'll break.
sometimes uncomfortable silence is better than intolerable speaking.
blah.
they keep asking "are you ok?" yes, no.. i don't know. i'll talk when i can, when i'm ready, when i don't feel like i'll break.
sometimes uncomfortable silence is better than intolerable speaking.
blah.
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starfior:
Other people suck and the best way to be ok is to take care of yourself first. I sometimes forget that and need a reminder.
elcaminobill:
Your right! I feel tat way ever time my mom, or my sister, or granny up my ass! Just let it be if i wana talk ill talk!
sleeping and dreaming and screaming and bleeding.
look through your reflection at what you don't see.
behind your eyes hide the demons you've kept secret for years. scabbed over and crusty like a self inflicted cut that was picked at too much. scars bubble up, risen like speedbumps that show how long you've fought.
if i cut you in half can I count the rings?...
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look through your reflection at what you don't see.
behind your eyes hide the demons you've kept secret for years. scabbed over and crusty like a self inflicted cut that was picked at too much. scars bubble up, risen like speedbumps that show how long you've fought.
if i cut you in half can I count the rings?...
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trebo:
very nice! Love the poem! Sometimes I stare in the mirror and see those demons within myself...I recently had a night of what you speak...
thejuanupsman:
I always recognize the person in the mirror. No matter what mask I am wearing. I would love to be surprised by what I see. Just once,
Was too sick for Karasoke last Monday. Might try to make it this week. I don't know. Still sick. And tired.
Thanks for the offer to talk. I may talk you up on that the next time I see you.
Was too sick for Karasoke last Monday. Might try to make it this week. I don't know. Still sick. And tired.
Thanks for the offer to talk. I may talk you up on that the next time I see you.
tonight is for singing and dancing and much fun is to be had.
yeah.
yeah.
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neodrunk:
chutup. you hurt my feelings.
neodrunk:
awww... i's wuv's you too.
oops.. damn sticky fingers and double posting.. oops ----
See Below.
See Below.
love you.