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Ok.. so good mood continues to a point, but good news does not follow.

I saw a doctor today. Thanks to an xray and urine analysis my doctor is under the impression that I have Osteosclerosis. Blood work is to be done tomorrow to confirm this disorder as well as to confirm Rheumatoid Arthritis in both hips, knees and pelvis.

Without a hip replacement in...
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a548456:
frown That's terrible news, I'm so sorry to hear that frown My mum has chronic osteoarthritis in every bone and joint in her body, but due to other problems, she isn't able to take any painkillers or steroids to help, and it's something she just has to put up with and bear every day, so I hate the idea of someone else being in a similar situation frown Best wishes smile
coyoteloco:
One thing I've learned is that you do what you have to do and life goes on. You'll handle it, and eventually make peace with it. Life's too short as it is. Keep your chin up.
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I'm up again at 7:30. A little less happy today, but that's only because I'm tired, but I'm still in a pretty damn good mood. WTF is that? I am NOT a morning person this... this is just fucking odd.

Oh well, I digress.

We'll probably learn our fate today at work. I work for a major corporation that has a small project office on...
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yuriel:
i normally hate mornings too. so thats odd to me too when im feeling all.... normal and stuff haha.
good luck on the job smile
*smiles for you*
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dejajeva:
kiss love kiss Are you on? I missed you last night. Should we start a Tuesday thread?
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Good morning SGland.

I woke up today with a smile. I ironed for the hubby, made coffee, checked my email and decided to update.

Why, you ask, is this infamous morning grump up at 7:30 with a smile on her face?

I have NO fucking idea.. but I'm not going to argue.

So happy Monday, have a great day.. go out and see the sunshine...
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urblueygrl:
yeah dont ask why just be HAPPY. smile
yuriel:
good morning lovely
im happy to see you smile biggrin
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sometime between Friday and today something happened.

i found something.
































my smile. biggrin
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elcaminobill:
Yo!

[Edited on Mar 06, 2005 10:43PM]
reverendbenzo:
Yay! biggrin
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everyone is so worried, like i'm made of eggshells and i'll break. i am humpty dumpty, watch me fall.

they keep asking "are you ok?" yes, no.. i don't know. i'll talk when i can, when i'm ready, when i don't feel like i'll break.

sometimes uncomfortable silence is better than intolerable speaking.

blah.

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starfior:
Other people suck and the best way to be ok is to take care of yourself first. I sometimes forget that and need a reminder.
elcaminobill:
Your right! I feel tat way ever time my mom, or my sister, or granny up my ass! Just let it be if i wana talk ill talk!
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sleeping and dreaming and screaming and bleeding.

look through your reflection at what you don't see.

behind your eyes hide the demons you've kept secret for years. scabbed over and crusty like a self inflicted cut that was picked at too much. scars bubble up, risen like speedbumps that show how long you've fought.

if i cut you in half can I count the rings?...
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trebo:
very nice! Love the poem! Sometimes I stare in the mirror and see those demons within myself...I recently had a night of what you speak...
thejuanupsman:
I always recognize the person in the mirror. No matter what mask I am wearing. I would love to be surprised by what I see. Just once,

Was too sick for Karasoke last Monday. Might try to make it this week. I don't know. Still sick. And tired.

Thanks for the offer to talk. I may talk you up on that the next time I see you.

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tonight is for singing and dancing and much fun is to be had.

yeah.

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neodrunk:
chutup. you hurt my feelings. frown

tonguemiao!!
neodrunk:
awww... i's wuv's you too.

tonguemiao!!
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85girl:
wow! what beautiful pictures! thank for sharing them with us smile
kriss:
GREAT SHOTS!!

hope things are going better for ya

kisses
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oops.. damn sticky fingers and double posting.. oops ----

See Below.

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psycho, neurotic, defunct.

Wash your hands until they burn, wash the sheets and the towels and use bleach damn it because nothing is ever clean enough.

Drive the car as far as it will go with the gas thats in it and pray that you make it to..

Where?

Where are you going? What are you looking for?

Your ears ache and your stomach churns...
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reverendbenzo:
Well said.
thejuanupsman:
I have no words to give in response to that other than, yeah I think I know how you feel. Now get out of my head.
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i went shopping for me for the first time in a long time. here is the list of what i bought:

a hello kitty steering wheel cover
pink butterfly and blue dragonfly smelly things for my rearview mirror
socks for the hubby
white ankle socks with pink/blue/green/yellow stars
a pair of jeans
a pink tshirt
pink converse
a pink bra and twotone pink panties

yes,...
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porcelainheart:
i bought a crapload of stuff today, too. just for me.
yuriel:
i like cutesy stuff
and the color pink
at least when applied with pretty ladies or other cutesy pretty stuff!
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I had to give Judas back and I didn't even get my ding dongs.

you people suck.

no, seriously, you really don't.

i love you.

now go away.
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yuriel:
hey now
i gave you the whole damned hostess company!
the stock is ... erm stuck in the mail? tongue
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a548456:
Hiya, I sent you an email back smile Have you had a peek at some of the designs under my pics?