catagogogo

so, i went to thanksgiving. my family is crazy. uncle steve (total sweetheart, alcoholic, and recovering drug addict) was there. then uncle rocky (71, senile, total sweetheart, and NUTS) came. then mom and eric arrived. grandma shirley (yes, im named after my grandmother if you didnt already know) was soo happy i came. mom didnt tell her i had decided to come up, so she...
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happy thanksgiving!
omeganightmare and i grabbed dinner at el torito tonight. YUM. and by dinner i mean we got food at like 4pm haha. then we went over and hung out with toez and jeff. it was fun. they couldnt get me to karaoke despite the jack that was consumed. and toez and i totally hid out in the bathroom and had girl talk it...
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Ok, I lied. That wasn't all. I'm now at work, on my sk. Still tired.
Still want to crawl back into my lovely bed. But quite amazed that I can
come into work almost THREE HOURS late (though I do get to pick my hours
so technically if I work til 6 I was only two hours late). And I have no
new emails, no...
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i am very tired.
i do not want to work.
i want to crawl back into my warm cuddly and inviting bed.

that is all.


oh, and catagogo, i love you and your mix cd making abilities dearly! <3

special k is like rice krispies cereal for adults!

this is a positive discovery

so, my terrible mood has passed. nothing really changed, things still kind of suck. but i sat and fixated on it all long enought ot have the "theres nothing you can do about it, so dont dwell on it" chat with myself. that, and i have some really awesome friends who cheered me up a bit.

off to go grocery shopping. i hate grocery shopping...
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So, I went out to Santa Rosa last night to finish up with my old
apartment out there. Jay was kind enough to bring me an air mattress
(with a leak!) and blankets and stuff to me. So I returned them to him
and he's working tonight, so I've been hanging out at the firehouse.
They got a call, so I'm riding along, and its...
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I'm in such an odd mood. Disconcerting is a good way to describe it I
suppose. I'm ridiculously exhausted cos I was up until like 4am last
night talking....I sont regret it, but getting that little of sleep,
working in the gloomy weather today, and knowing my life is about to get
really hectic in a matter of days just drained me. Not a good...
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hearing about a friends tough time, and bad news kinda puts things in perspective a bit.

i wish i knew what to do, or how to help, but its not the kind of thing you can really "fix" and thats what i like to do...do anything within my power to "fix" things and make it all better.

which is funny, because i dont trust easily...
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so, just got home from sac. went to true love with the sgsac gang, and had a blast. saw so many lovely people, and drank wayyyy too much (non- alcoholic) irish coffee. we wandered down to g-spot and browsed, which is always good times. though catagogo and i were rather disappointed we didnt run into any "green eyed monster"s.

...thought i had more to say,...
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i was getting up from bed, when suki jumped on my lap.
i stood up trying to get her to jump off.
NOPE.
she just slid down me, claws embedded. my leg and stomach have battle wounds and i wanted to cry a bit.
im sleepy, still in pjs, and havent even done anything to prep for work other than turn on the iron.

blahhhh