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Here is my blog homework for this week!
6/29: Have you ever loved someone who didn’t love you back?
I don't know if I would say that I ever loved someone who didn't love me back, but I can say I have had a lot of crushes on men in the past. Many times, when I expressed that I had a crush on them, they usually stated they did not feel the same way. This went on from middle school until around 10th grade. It didn't really help with my self-esteem and made me feel as though I wasn't pretty enough. I had a boyfriend from 10th grade until senior year....we had broken up a little before senior prom and he went with a friend and her boyfriend instead of me. We did share one slow dance, but it still didn't help with my self-esteem. Relationships got a little easier after high school of course, but a lot of those past feelings still linger about liking someone but that person not feeling the same way.
I have worked on my self confidence and it has improved! And as I always say and cannot stress enough, Suicidegirls has helped me do that! If I ever went back into the dating pool, I hope my confidence is great enough to say "they don't know what they are missing" if they aren't attracted to me in the same manner.