so!! i went to the doctor to get an ear infection checked out and found out that i have high blood pressure too. i'm fucking 26 years old and i already have high blood pressure. i freaked out. so since then, i tried to quit smoking, but it's just not working. i'm trying to eat healthy, but i don't have the money to do so....
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well well well!!!! the rollercoaster of life still makes me puke. with all of these loops, twists and turnes, i really don't know what to expect anymore. i don't even think i care. the only thing i do care about is fucking my credit up, so that won't happen. as far as living situation and all that goes, i have a month to move out...
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shinyredstar:
Hi
Um... I don't know you and I'm not really sure how I found myself reading your journal, but how about if I send you a psychic hug anyway? Hee hee... that sounds all new-agey.
How much can you afford in rent?
Um... I don't know you and I'm not really sure how I found myself reading your journal, but how about if I send you a psychic hug anyway? Hee hee... that sounds all new-agey.
How much can you afford in rent?
xhavokx:
stay strong sweetie!!!! things will work out for you...
i'm a sick pile of human flesh. nose is running, coughing, raw throat......... and to top it all off, my axe wound is gushing blood!!! 
i had to come home from work early yesterday and today because of it. i guess i'll take tomorrow off to rest. maybe go shooting and get a haircut. make sure you are taking care of yourselves! from what i...
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i had to come home from work early yesterday and today because of it. i guess i'll take tomorrow off to rest. maybe go shooting and get a haircut. make sure you are taking care of yourselves! from what i... Read More
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ms:
I had an axe wound once. We would chop wood at our house because we had a fireplace. I put the axe right into my shin on a downswing. You can still feel where it dug into my bone. Gruesome.
lisa666:
Hey Hooker, cant wait to see you in Vegas!!! It's gonna be off the hook fo' shizzle! 
so i guess everyone is anti-christina these days. i know i can be a real bitch, so i understand why no one would wanna hang out with me. i think being with someone really dorks you out too. when you get out of a relationship, you feel like the biggest loser on the planet because you have no mojo. it all went away from not...
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xhavokx:
dito.... we should hang out...
scirkuit:
yeah fuck it all.
we love you though
too bad we're not real
we love you though
too bad we're not real
work work work. mucho trabajo, pocito dinero. it should be the other way around. i am gonna run away with the circus and be the girl who can brush her teeth with her toes. or something. maybe i'll gamble. or get really shit faced every night and whore it up. naw, i'm too ugly for people who actually hire those whores. i'm not missing teeth...
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ms:
Where in the fuck have you been, Nyaah?
I call and be leaving messages and there be no callback and shit. I thought we was tight like Tre and Doughboy. I'll holla at you later and shit.
I call and be leaving messages and there be no callback and shit. I thought we was tight like Tre and Doughboy. I'll holla at you later and shit.
giveit35percent:
Well i wasn't gonnag dump my girlfrend for the bartender, I was just saying she was intriguing. And also crazy republicans and "fly by the seat of your pants" liberals can get together. Ever hear of a little show called Dharma and Greg? Wait, that show sucked.
I have never seen the L word, I think I would enjoy it because I have a certain afflnity for lesbains. Not jthw hole porn "fake lesbain" thing but real women into other real women. Am I just digging myself into a deep stupid hole I should not be geting into? Probably.
So why'd you move from interesting California to boring as fuck Mesa, of all places?
[Edited on Dec 20, 2004 7:52PM]
I have never seen the L word, I think I would enjoy it because I have a certain afflnity for lesbains. Not jthw hole porn "fake lesbain" thing but real women into other real women. Am I just digging myself into a deep stupid hole I should not be geting into? Probably.
So why'd you move from interesting California to boring as fuck Mesa, of all places?
[Edited on Dec 20, 2004 7:52PM]
waking up at the buttcrack of dawn sucks. other than waking up early as fuck, nothing really exciting has happened. i hate my roomate and her fucking animals and wish that they would vacate the premisis. ugggh! okay....i won't waste my energy. well, nothing really interesting to say. i hope everyone is fucking good!! i miss all of you fuckers in L.A. :sad:
okay....i won't waste my energy. well, nothing really interesting to say. i hope everyone is fucking good!! i miss all of you fuckers in L.A. :sad:
giveit35percent:
So I opened up the hook up tabs and noticed you were close to me. Not that I'm looking for "hook up" but I just saw you had no comments in this particular journal and thought I'd make some stupid assanine comment that way when you log in you will see the "1 comment " thing in the top right corner, only to be disappointed that it is some bored drunk loser with nothing better to do than post in people's journals.
By the way Getting up early sucks, but so does getting up late.
By the way Getting up early sucks, but so does getting up late.
sedona666:
um.. harsh.
so....... my life is a rollercoaster of emotional stress!! i just wish that i could be happy again. sometimes i feel happy, other times i feel like a raging bitch because i'm sad or frustrated. this needs to stop. i might try going to tharapy, but if they even hint at meds, i'm out of there. anyway, i hope you all are going better than...
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i just wish that i could be happy again. sometimes i feel happy, other times i feel like a raging bitch because i'm sad or frustrated. this needs to stop. i might try going to tharapy, but if they even hint at meds, i'm out of there. anyway, i hope you all are going better than... Read More
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angelfuckaz:
Whats up kid how you doing.
notcorrie:
Did you melt away?
well, breaking up is hard to do. 
being single is rather nice though. i can do things i couldn't do like go out for days at a time or have an innocent drunken kiss with a total stranger. those are my fave. i'm still here weighing the pro's and con's. i think in the end, i will be happy this way. far too much damage...
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being single is rather nice though. i can do things i couldn't do like go out for days at a time or have an innocent drunken kiss with a total stranger. those are my fave. i'm still here weighing the pro's and con's. i think in the end, i will be happy this way. far too much damage... Read More
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madigan:
Man, do I ever know what you mean. Keep your chin up, my dear.
ms:
You guys were so cute together. I'm sorry to hear about it.
You guys were so cute together. I'm sorry to hear about it.
so! my truck is fixed. for those of you who haven't heard me bitch, my truck was in the shop for two weeks. they finally fixed it and they are gonna fix a little dent in the fender for FREE!!! yay!!! work is good. some dude gor fired so now i get more hours. sweet. anyway, nothing much besides that is going on. oh! my...
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poprocks:
a) i don't own it
b) if you can sell me on the singers voice, i would be impressed
not totally closed minded, just need some convincing
b) if you can sell me on the singers voice, i would be impressed
not totally closed minded, just need some convincing
lostanddazed:
Didn't Britney Spears sing on that album 
money sucks. it only sucks when you do not have any. i'd like to think that i will become an heiress to a fortune and buy all of my friends houses and cars. it's a nifty fantasy. i start my new job this weekend. i'm pretty excited, but not thrilled. i'm not making as much money as i would like to and i'm not full...
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desert_monkey:
Hey, you are alive! What the heck happened to you the night I made it down to Fibbers?
i got a job! i star on friday. woohooooo!
video of the week: duran duran-hungry like the wolf
video of the week: duran duran-hungry like the wolf
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poprocks:
what time?
isadore:
Awesome!!
there's life after unemployment. it's just a little suckier. i have been applying everywhere. if i don't get a job, within the next week, i will think of myself as a waste of human flesh. 
some hottie left me a post!! his name is "poprocks". if you're reading, thanks for the compliment about my taste in music and........ YOU'RE HOT!! and you play guitar. wow!...
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it's just a little suckier. i have been applying everywhere. if i don't get a job, within the next week, i will think of myself as a waste of human flesh. some hottie left me a post!! his name is "poprocks". if you're reading, thanks for the compliment about my taste in music and........ YOU'RE HOT!! and you play guitar. wow!... Read More
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poprocks:
how can i pass that up!?
i'll be there.
i work today but, this evening i'll be around to chat, i don't even know where chandler is
i'll be there.
i work today but, this evening i'll be around to chat, i don't even know where chandler is
calmer_than_you:
ugh, when is practice? Today?
hows the high blood pressure?