bria

I just don't even really give a fuck if I'm late for work tonight.....they can all suck it!

lately it just seems that everyone is running aimlessly, hurting, throwing that hurt back on everyone else. Its some vicious cycle of hurt. I literally feel like everyone I know is hurting and dying inside for various reasons. Maybe its because of my surrounding, bars bring in sad ppl, I'm always in bars so of course everyone around me is sad. It feeds my bad...
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My partner in crime rocks and lately I've been happy. No panic attacks. Fuck Rob, and fuck the gossiping sluts that have nothing better to do with their time. The End.

I'm very much over being second fiddle. I am quite honestly, awesome, and I'm tired of not being appreciated as such. I'm not crazy....I"m financially independent with a great group of friends and a great life. I have bad days but I don't want to be someone's everything. I'm finally ready to be a great addition to one's life. I want someone like me....It just...
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So I turned 30 on Tuesday. Wow...i feel so young still. Not completely unsure but still working on things. I understand myself. I'm ok with myself, in fact I quite like me. I'm comfortable in my own skin and happy most of the time. I realize I AM the independent person I wanted to be years ago. Now I just need to not be so...
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Why the fuck do I still miss you constantly? I'm so tired of this. You are not who you I think you are, when am I gonna get this through my fuckin head!!! this is either true love or a prime example of why I'm fuckin crazy!! It's been years, years I've been doing this.............FUCK!!!

I still remember you. You were so beautiful. When you came over to my house still wearing your bowling shoes. Sheepish grin on your face I remember more from pictures than from memory. Your mother danced with you at your funeral. She swayed to the song, attempting to do the impossible task of saying goodbye to you. God, you were so young. You would be...
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I am so bored with life right now. I need a vacation. I need to move. This is the time where the foundation I'm trying to build goes up in smoke and I run. Run to the next city or town, to the next thing that will only become this again. Boredom, loneliness, drama. I'm ok. Just extrememly discontent. On a brighter note I"m getting...
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How does one deal with sanity? I'm sitting here, not going to the bar because I know it's all drama. He slept with her, she dated him, they're going out, etc....It's so childish. I have to admit I'm bored just sitting here though. I wish Beau would call. Talking to him on the phone is more fun than seeing most of these people in person....
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I have awesome friends and my life rules. I spent the day drinking in the bar with my friends, laughing hysterically followed by beer and burgers at this little spot across the street from the beach. We walked over to the surf shop and I got a cute shirt picked out by an even cuter boy. Cruising in the Beamer blasting music and stealing pink...
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