Sunday Oct 12, 2008

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so now that i've finally gotten in contact with the one sg photographer in my area i'm feeling the need to continue my name quest. for some reason i'm feeling unsure of brazyn... so these are the top five i've narrowed it down to.

brazyn
camden
gavi
siena
sassari

final votes?

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ultimatelewser:
I like Brazyn.

It rhymes with "raisin"

I love raisins. biggrin
silentwhisper:
saying hey, hope all is well with you. If you're going off those Im still with Brazyn or siena

Thursday Sep 25, 2008

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so i've been trying to pick out a hopeful (and with any luck suicide girl) name for a while.... and i've come up with a list of names i like that aren't already in use by any other hopefuls/SGs. i'm hoping maybe i can get some feedback from people on which name looks like it'd fit me the best...help me? here they are:

adele
aurelia...
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silentwhisper:
my top picks would be siena, brazen or emarese.
collide:
camden, siena or gavi! smile

Monday Sep 08, 2008

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now that the first week of september is over i can no longer deny that the month has, indeed, started and soon so will school. there are so many decisions to be made; in the next few weeks, will i ride my bike with my friends down to san diego or will i head to a cabin in california with my mom and my dog...
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ultimatelewser:
The world really is your oyster. Whatever you decide to do I'm sure will be the right decision. Life has a funny way of putting different paths at our feet. But you come to realize as you get older there really isn't any right path or wrong path to go down. You just got to choose which one would fulfill your needs the most. smile
bloodhigh:
good luck with everything

Monday Jul 28, 2008

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so i just have to say.....FIREFIGHTING ROCKS.

i got back from my first run down to california on friday and, as stoked as i am to be home and see my friends and everything, i can't wait to go back out. crazy huh? when i was out there all i wanted was to come home, cuddle with my kitty, party with my friends, and sleep...
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silentwhisper:
Thats awesome, Im still thinking about this as a career.


ps. your newest photo. its. inspiring? darel I say? lol. SO friggin hot. figures, you fight fire and are smokin yourself
jordan8285:
once you do fire figting it becomes you life

Sunday Jun 29, 2008

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so...took my pack test for firefighting yesterday and PASSED! i finished the three miles in 42 minutes and 40 seconds (you get 45 minutes to do it). it wasn't easy by any means, but i did it!

so how stoked am i? extremely. now that i've passed the pack test and done all the training i am officially a wildland firefighter smile

tomorrow i'm going in...
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silentwhisper:
haha, yes there was a GREAT deal of truth to it.
Have a good one gorgeous-
jericho:
Congratulations! You are doing something worthwhile and awesome...you should be very proud!

Thursday Jun 26, 2008

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so i just finished my fourth day of training for wildland firefighting... had to take a test on all the material we learned so far and i'm pretty sure i passed--so i'm stoked that now all i have to do is go to class tomorrow, complete my pack test saturday, and then i'm ready to go fight fire!

i'm not sure if i'm just being...
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boxofhorror:
Congratulations on your choice of profession, it's certainly not an easy one. As for the 3 mile hike if you are in good shape it will be no problem. In comparison when I was in marine combat training back in 89 one of our final tests was a 30 mile hike with full gear weighing at least 60 lbs if not more. Good luck on your continued training and I hope you pass. smile
madviking:
Good luck on your pack test, I'm sure you'll do great. Wear good shoes, keep a steady pace, keep breathing strong and you'll make it no problem.

Friday Jun 13, 2008

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while i'm trying to figure out what to say in here that will really be of any interest to other people, thought i'd post another poem i like...not quite as dark as sylvia plath's but hey mary oliver has something to contribute smile


You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
for a hundred miles through the desert...
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tylerderden105:
Thanks for the add goregous.
youroldlady:
Very nice. You are beautiful by the way smile

Friday Jun 06, 2008

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this is my first blog post and seeing as how i'm not really sure what to write, i figured i'd share a poem i read that i am kinda in love with...

Mad Girl's Love Song (by Sylvia Plath)

"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside...
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brazyn:
haha actually i heard about sg from a friend that wanted to be one, checked it out, and decided that even if i don't get to be a suicide girl i stil wanted to be a part of the site b/c it totally rocks. oh and i figured it was a good way to meet other chill people...
madviking:
Have to give props to you for the Plath poem. Check out John Claire for some similiar work.