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ive been on such a huge Bayside kick this week.



cant wait til feb when their new cd comes out.


so apparently my 3 month gift subscription ended on thursday.
i got paid friday so i extended it for another 3 months.

i worked all night with the girl who has a bf.
im still completely crushing on her.

girls...sigh

song of the day

rise against - survive


"somewhere between happy and total fucking wreck.."
totally describes my life lately.
one day can be completely awesome
then the next is worse than any i can remember.

i bought the new Rise Against dvd this week which im watching now.
its put me in a better mood.

im happy the weather is finally getting gloomy and...
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was in the mood for some screamy music.
went with an oldie but goodie.

the fall of troy.





still stuck crushing on the same girl that has a bf.


bleh. enjoy the music more than my ramblings. thx.

ugh

girls.....

im emotionally drained.

i dont know how long im gonna crush on this girl.
she either needs to dump her dumbass bf
or stop being so awesome

i cant take this much longer.

sooo i mostly listen to alt rock

but one of my friends made me listen to Lady GaGa
and i have to admit, i dont hate it.
shes fucking catchy.
i only like a handful of songs
but i heard her live show was amazing
so i wanted to get tickets to her show
since they went on sale today.

our arena is 35 rows....
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ugh. so over being into a girl with a bf.

im so crushing on this girl. and she flirts back a lot, then she goes home to her loser of a bf.
i dunno what to do.
except beat myself up emotionally every night.

tonight i lost in round 2...

"every night i erase the day, with the strongest drinks they'll give to me."


ugh the last couple weeks have been to stressful, between school, work, intern and girl drama. im out of it. i just wanna drink shot after shot til i pass the fuck out.

tonight i got to see fucking MUSE live.
no idea how stoked i was to finally see them live

and they did not let down.
they were fucking amazing is the only way i can think to describe them.
i hate going to shows when i have "seats" and not floor tickets.
but we won them off the radio so it was free.
luckily they...
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song of the day


im sure it wont be the last time i post that song, its soooo good. FUCK YOU AND UH FUCK HER TOO! haha

that is all for today.