ok another friday night on SG... well here's one of my prior blogs from another site....
an intoduction first... I had to hide amongst the public so I used a fake name and such but these 2 first blogs really give you a good idea of how my mind works... enjoy...m
First and foremost I am a real person, if you really feel the need to know who I am then you need to email me as to why you seriously need to know and we'll go from there. Second these are my stories, opinions and dysfunctions so if I offend you you're welcome.
Let's go through some basic background on myself. My preferences for women are the stereotypical American male type but I do not discriminate when it comes to women and sex. Now there will be some woman bashing but in general I love women. Never has the thought of switching teams crossed my mind. I firmly believe that women are the root of all evil and will enviably trade you in for the next Cosmo recommended roll in the sheets. Prove me wrong! They will all do it. Now I've been the cheater, the cheatee, the other man (in both instances). I firmly believe that given the choice they will all cheat!
Now I lost my virginity at 15 to another virgin. Nothing exciting and or interesting, we've all been there no need to explain. The next woman taught me what sex is all about. I'll get to her at a later time.
Now I prefer certain characteristics in women physically, mentally and experience wise. I prefer older women for some very specific reasons which will be discussed in the near future.
Physically I prefer "rail" thin and tall women. I'm not per say a leg or "boob" man but I if it's cold out I'd like to be able to tell, I'm seriously distraught over the innee or non-existent nipple. I don't need the whole Double D gimmick but I definitely need the nipple. Now when it comes to the "Y" zone I also have a preference and this is something that inevitably wrecks the whole "relationship" thing. Now I have an extensive medical background so I'll try to be as clinical as possible. As for the oversized or undersized clitoris I could care less, it's all about the labia. The Labia Minora must be visible when standing (think of it as a clam sticking out its tongue I apologize for the visual but it had to be said). The "bikini area" must be well groomed. How the "zone" is groomed up to the woman but the whole vaginal area is preferred to be clean shaven. Orally it's just better for all parties interested.
I'm an average white male and there really isn't anything special about me except that I have great skills. I just seem to attract my unfair share of "damaged" women whom inevitably come to be a thorn in my side or end up cheating. I don't blame them but a little decency would be greatly appreciated and as we travel through my mind it'll be apparent as to why I'm the way I am. It's as if I have tattooed on my forehead "I fuck emotionally handicapped women." I don't go looking for them and I can usually spot the real crazies but it's the ones that dupe you into buying their faade. A couple of rolls in the hay and then BLAMMO emotional amputee creeping out of the woodwork.
Or I figure I'll try someone that goes totally against my grain and end up with the worst possible scenario. Which we'll get too shortly. Trust me; I have the worst luck when it comes to matters of the heart. Now I've been jaded for sometime and I've sworn to myself to never cross the "love" bridge again. In the same aspect I do not get off on hurting decent women but the unavoidable will happen. This has prompted this new profile and thus the secrecy. Now that we've covered some basic info the next blog will be the official start to my introspection of Mr. Black.
Once again for the record "All Names will be Changed to protect the Guilty."
Mr. Black
I used Mr Black since Mr Pink was on another job...
First of many women blogs... I'll repost the good ones
I like this one so I'll post it...
Let's get this clear right now; Sex and Love are two separate entities. One is emotional and the other is a physical necessity. Anyone whom thinks that sex will lead to love is fooling themselves. We have all fallen victim to this train of thought. Yes it sucks when you realize that you've been played. We get over it and turn the tables on the next unsuspecting hapless soul.
Now I've sworn myself to never crossing the "Love Bridge" again and yes it may be a bad decision but it's my choice so I'll leave it at that.
I hold sex in the highest priority when it comes to relationships. Given the "quirks" I have about my standards I will make exceptions. Those only tend to last about 4-5 months and then I become bored and repulsed by what I let go. I have a situation where I can only physically see a woman every other week which works well for me. I am a daily masturbator (overactive sex drive, trust me it's not a blessing) and what takes me an hour with a woman I can get done in about 8-10 minutes by myself. Not that I'm complaining.
I have sex every time like it's going to be the last time I'm going to get laid. This is probably why I end up with the emotional cripples still calling and showing up at my house. Now once I've made up my mind that it's over, It's Over. Except for the situation I'm in right now, the woman is truly a find but like I said I have my quirks and we're at the time limit and I'm befuddled as to how to end it. Had I been fully informed heading into it I would have never initiated this whole debacle. We had sex within 36 hours of our first encounter. Now I was thrown a few change up pitches and was well misinformed. Now when it comes to experience I prefer a woman who has been around the sexual block. Certain physical "events" don't happen when you're with a virgin and most women with this condition are not that aggressive. I swear I thought I was missing some skin when she literally ripped my shorts and boxers off in one fluid motion. As well as being a college grad, this little aggressive show and the emails we traded I thought well I don't exactly know what I thought.
Tell me how in the world you get through High School and then College with your virginity intact?
A Catholic background and an over protective mother? Maybe. But looking back the easiest girls were the Catholic School girls and the rebels. College Co-eds are way to easy to score with. Now when you find out afterwards that you were the unlucky one to, for lack of a better term, deflower a woman it really makes you think. Now I said that I would be an asshole in most of these blogs but this a decent woman and I really don't want to be the bearer of certain and utter heartbreak. I can see that she wants to say the fatal words and reveal feelings that will not be returned. I Love You is the death blow in any of my recent, current and or future relationships. Now she's done a great job restraining herself to this point but with each conversation I know it's always there lurking just beneath the surface. She was one of those women that I have made exceptions for and she does not trigger any of my quirks and now I find myself making excuses not to have sex.
Arguably most women I have sex with are less experienced than I thought, I end up training them to what gets me off and next thing I know some other asshole is benefiting from my tutelage. So in this instance I have not taught anything. I suffer through mediocre oral and as my lower half goes numb I conjure to memory every moment of porn I can muster to get through yet another night of inexperienced sex. Yes I usually fuck like it's the last piece that I'm going to get but once I had all of the information I decided that a change in tactic was necessary. I seriously did not want another molded freak in bed released on someone who would once again benefit from my hard work.
The problem is how do I break this off without totally destroying a wonderful and caring woman? When I asked her why she chose me she replied
"Because you weren't a jerk and I really wanted to do it with you."
Great right? Wrong. I had been with a couple of virgins before and unlike most men I do not enjoy it at all. I have enough emotional baggage left over from the last couple of women I've shared a bed with. I have sought advice from numerous people and all of the usual ploys have been shot down by my necessity to not destroy someone like this woman. Call it what you will but I really need to end this situation and fairly soon before the asshole within rears its ugly head. Yes being honest is always the best option but how do you tell someone "hey you suck in bed and I'm really not into it"? Or I the old standard "It's not you it's me" which in this instance it really is me. I could invest my time and teach her but like I've said I'm at my time limit.
I'll let you know what I finally come up with and how this whole episode transpires in future blogs.
Till next time,
Mr. Black
an intoduction first... I had to hide amongst the public so I used a fake name and such but these 2 first blogs really give you a good idea of how my mind works... enjoy...m
First and foremost I am a real person, if you really feel the need to know who I am then you need to email me as to why you seriously need to know and we'll go from there. Second these are my stories, opinions and dysfunctions so if I offend you you're welcome.
Let's go through some basic background on myself. My preferences for women are the stereotypical American male type but I do not discriminate when it comes to women and sex. Now there will be some woman bashing but in general I love women. Never has the thought of switching teams crossed my mind. I firmly believe that women are the root of all evil and will enviably trade you in for the next Cosmo recommended roll in the sheets. Prove me wrong! They will all do it. Now I've been the cheater, the cheatee, the other man (in both instances). I firmly believe that given the choice they will all cheat!
Now I lost my virginity at 15 to another virgin. Nothing exciting and or interesting, we've all been there no need to explain. The next woman taught me what sex is all about. I'll get to her at a later time.
Now I prefer certain characteristics in women physically, mentally and experience wise. I prefer older women for some very specific reasons which will be discussed in the near future.
Physically I prefer "rail" thin and tall women. I'm not per say a leg or "boob" man but I if it's cold out I'd like to be able to tell, I'm seriously distraught over the innee or non-existent nipple. I don't need the whole Double D gimmick but I definitely need the nipple. Now when it comes to the "Y" zone I also have a preference and this is something that inevitably wrecks the whole "relationship" thing. Now I have an extensive medical background so I'll try to be as clinical as possible. As for the oversized or undersized clitoris I could care less, it's all about the labia. The Labia Minora must be visible when standing (think of it as a clam sticking out its tongue I apologize for the visual but it had to be said). The "bikini area" must be well groomed. How the "zone" is groomed up to the woman but the whole vaginal area is preferred to be clean shaven. Orally it's just better for all parties interested.
I'm an average white male and there really isn't anything special about me except that I have great skills. I just seem to attract my unfair share of "damaged" women whom inevitably come to be a thorn in my side or end up cheating. I don't blame them but a little decency would be greatly appreciated and as we travel through my mind it'll be apparent as to why I'm the way I am. It's as if I have tattooed on my forehead "I fuck emotionally handicapped women." I don't go looking for them and I can usually spot the real crazies but it's the ones that dupe you into buying their faade. A couple of rolls in the hay and then BLAMMO emotional amputee creeping out of the woodwork.
Or I figure I'll try someone that goes totally against my grain and end up with the worst possible scenario. Which we'll get too shortly. Trust me; I have the worst luck when it comes to matters of the heart. Now I've been jaded for sometime and I've sworn to myself to never cross the "love" bridge again. In the same aspect I do not get off on hurting decent women but the unavoidable will happen. This has prompted this new profile and thus the secrecy. Now that we've covered some basic info the next blog will be the official start to my introspection of Mr. Black.
Once again for the record "All Names will be Changed to protect the Guilty."
Mr. Black
I used Mr Black since Mr Pink was on another job...
First of many women blogs... I'll repost the good ones
I like this one so I'll post it...
Let's get this clear right now; Sex and Love are two separate entities. One is emotional and the other is a physical necessity. Anyone whom thinks that sex will lead to love is fooling themselves. We have all fallen victim to this train of thought. Yes it sucks when you realize that you've been played. We get over it and turn the tables on the next unsuspecting hapless soul.
Now I've sworn myself to never crossing the "Love Bridge" again and yes it may be a bad decision but it's my choice so I'll leave it at that.
I hold sex in the highest priority when it comes to relationships. Given the "quirks" I have about my standards I will make exceptions. Those only tend to last about 4-5 months and then I become bored and repulsed by what I let go. I have a situation where I can only physically see a woman every other week which works well for me. I am a daily masturbator (overactive sex drive, trust me it's not a blessing) and what takes me an hour with a woman I can get done in about 8-10 minutes by myself. Not that I'm complaining.
I have sex every time like it's going to be the last time I'm going to get laid. This is probably why I end up with the emotional cripples still calling and showing up at my house. Now once I've made up my mind that it's over, It's Over. Except for the situation I'm in right now, the woman is truly a find but like I said I have my quirks and we're at the time limit and I'm befuddled as to how to end it. Had I been fully informed heading into it I would have never initiated this whole debacle. We had sex within 36 hours of our first encounter. Now I was thrown a few change up pitches and was well misinformed. Now when it comes to experience I prefer a woman who has been around the sexual block. Certain physical "events" don't happen when you're with a virgin and most women with this condition are not that aggressive. I swear I thought I was missing some skin when she literally ripped my shorts and boxers off in one fluid motion. As well as being a college grad, this little aggressive show and the emails we traded I thought well I don't exactly know what I thought.
Tell me how in the world you get through High School and then College with your virginity intact?
A Catholic background and an over protective mother? Maybe. But looking back the easiest girls were the Catholic School girls and the rebels. College Co-eds are way to easy to score with. Now when you find out afterwards that you were the unlucky one to, for lack of a better term, deflower a woman it really makes you think. Now I said that I would be an asshole in most of these blogs but this a decent woman and I really don't want to be the bearer of certain and utter heartbreak. I can see that she wants to say the fatal words and reveal feelings that will not be returned. I Love You is the death blow in any of my recent, current and or future relationships. Now she's done a great job restraining herself to this point but with each conversation I know it's always there lurking just beneath the surface. She was one of those women that I have made exceptions for and she does not trigger any of my quirks and now I find myself making excuses not to have sex.
Arguably most women I have sex with are less experienced than I thought, I end up training them to what gets me off and next thing I know some other asshole is benefiting from my tutelage. So in this instance I have not taught anything. I suffer through mediocre oral and as my lower half goes numb I conjure to memory every moment of porn I can muster to get through yet another night of inexperienced sex. Yes I usually fuck like it's the last piece that I'm going to get but once I had all of the information I decided that a change in tactic was necessary. I seriously did not want another molded freak in bed released on someone who would once again benefit from my hard work.
The problem is how do I break this off without totally destroying a wonderful and caring woman? When I asked her why she chose me she replied
"Because you weren't a jerk and I really wanted to do it with you."
Great right? Wrong. I had been with a couple of virgins before and unlike most men I do not enjoy it at all. I have enough emotional baggage left over from the last couple of women I've shared a bed with. I have sought advice from numerous people and all of the usual ploys have been shot down by my necessity to not destroy someone like this woman. Call it what you will but I really need to end this situation and fairly soon before the asshole within rears its ugly head. Yes being honest is always the best option but how do you tell someone "hey you suck in bed and I'm really not into it"? Or I the old standard "It's not you it's me" which in this instance it really is me. I could invest my time and teach her but like I've said I'm at my time limit.
I'll let you know what I finally come up with and how this whole episode transpires in future blogs.
Till next time,
Mr. Black
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