blacklace

I weighed myself today and lost 5 pounds by eating healthy and staying active this week. im happy. I found out my cholesteral is moderately high the last time i went to the doctor. so Im glad im heading in the right direction to being more healthy and fit. im trying new veggies every week to add variety as well. and so far i freaking...
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its my quarter century birthday today
i read a quote once that said...
"Do not curse getting older, many are denied the privilege"
I agree, so im embracing it
thanks for the birthday wishes so far :-D

im feeling really rejected and lonely right now. i miss my friends. i miss my old friends and my new friends. i miss my friends in florida. i feel like i cant seem to get face time with anybody lately. and its no ones fault it just seems to be the way it is right now. but it still hurts, and it still sucks, and...
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yeah, excuse my "fuck shit fuck" blog last night. just a little frustrated with myself for not getting shit done on time. but i fixed it today. just had to vent into the blogosphere. thanks for the concern everyone!

oh yeah, im going to the sg thing in ohio. my first event! yeeeee!!!!

fuck shit fuck shit fuck. FUCK.

blacklace moan. maybe that should be my new name :-P

im off to chicago till sunday. staying with some really good friends. im going to see the st. pats day parade and the whole green river thingy. hopefully i will be able to take some cool pics of all the crazy people and share when i return. peace out and have a fun and safe...
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UPDATE on last nights blog:
this is the murder/ suicide that happened in harper woods that you are seeing all over the local news. this woman, that i heard scream, was shot three times, even once in the face. she screamed all through the gun shots. shes dead now. her ex husband shot her with a hunting rifle on her own front porch. then killed...
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yeah so around 1030pm i heard a womans gut wrenching scream followed by 3 gunshots about 4 doors down and its now 2am and i can hear the cops over the megaphone saying stuff like "come out with your hands up through the front door."
ive never been this close to something like that. and while i feel very safe in the house its just...
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Some people will lie to you. Some people will mislead you. Some people will try to make you believe that their betrayal is your personal problem. That there is something wrong with you, not them. That you are too sensitive or nave. They will say this is just what people do. Get used to it. People like this will try to make you believe that...
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So homies, I finally did it, Im finally out of my parents house. Thanks to all the friends who supported me in this move and with other issues Ive been having recently. I recieved the kindest and sweetest emails and comments of support and encouragement from so many people, (some who i dont even know!) and it really made things easier. my parents did freak...
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