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happy holidays
good luck
best wishes and hope you are well till you can post and contact us folks more often

Congrats on being done with finals. Soon, I'll be in the same boat. I love the picture.

i actually know someone thats seen that guy!!!

Poor thing. At least you can rest easy in the fact that no matter what happens you will still be super-cute. Damn, that doesn't really sound that reassuring, huh? At least if everything is due today, that means that you'll be done with it all soon. Good luck. I hope you muddle through. I'm dealing with similar anxiety, but on more of a 5 paper level.

[Edited on Dec 07, 2004 6:58AM]

Hey Nic...

There's a SGAtlanta party this saturday. I'm out of here for good that day, so i'm kicking off my road trip there. I know you probably can't come, but all you Asheville kids have a special invite to come down and play. I didn't want to leave you out, especially since your responsible for me being here in the first place..

Good luck with your papers and upcoming exams.

naw, i'll sell her off to some pimp in Santiago if she gets on my nerves....

Yah three months together is pretty radical, especially since we've never spent more than 12 hours together in one stretch, but i'm reckless like that. Truthfully, i'm more concerned with liking her too much or having her fall in love with me than of us getting sick of each other. We're talking about it, and haven't come to a decision yet...

I just bought my ticket like three minutes ago! So it's a done deal. Leaving on Jan 12 and coming back on April 5.!

Me Scared

It sounds like your going through hell! Did something happen? Is this a slump that just won't quit? I've got ears if you need to vent....you've got the number

mrt looks like he's pinching one off. sorry for that mental image i just couldn't resist.

Thanks for the input on my road trip troubles. All this year I've been learning to just let go and go with the flow. Sometimes it's easy to forget that when things don't go exactly how you picture it. I opened myself to the new possibilities that this development presented and within a few hours my phone started ringing from other friends that were going to be in South America too! I guess i needed that reminder that it all works out exactly how it's supposed to. I mean, how else could it really work?

You coming to the show tonight? I know your broke as fuck, so i'll help pitch in for a ticket (how much are they anyway?) I'm only in town for about ten more days, so you best get motivated!

i understand
how you feel
just keep an eye
on where you are
so that
you don't fall
into a pit
while trying
to avoid
the falling sky

it will work out
maybe not for the best
but you'll be ok

you're even better
than you know

roses are red
violets are blue
yer pretty cool
especially when you puke

gNAR

Which part did you get?
"Reclaiming Cunt", or "The Vagina Workshop"

comgratulations on getting the part you wanted.

It's a noble effort to learn about Kurt. He is amazing, but I'd feel wierd going through his personal journal. I think you can learn everything you need to know just by listening to the music. BUt hey, that's me.
have fun

yeah, how did that shit go......

good luck
on the audition
cutie

i might audition for a local production
of one flew over the cuckoos nest
that would be cool

and they do usually like it
when you brush your teeth
before an audition

I haven't showered in 2 days

I've never seen the vagina monolauges. Don't think I didn't want to. I think this town is too conservative to let the show pass through. Good luck with that

you masturbate?... ew.
f boone

You don't neceserily need to keep the positive outlook going all the time.
For me I go back to a time in my memory when I felt that connection with nature. I know it's cheesy to use the nature word, but I really believe that a lot of the disconnection I feel with other people is really my disconnection with the natural world. Anyway.

If you can recall and live in a memory of your greatest peace or connection; just for a moment, it can serve as an amazing counter force within you. It'll start as the smallest of voices but once you give it its' moment of attention, you'll see it won't leave. You can use that little voice to get angry at the other voice that is perpetuating the bad feelings.

The point of the exercise is to separate you from the thoughts that are causing the grief. To back away from them and rise above them, kicking as you do. The brilliant part of this whole thing is that any thoughts that go through your head that cause you grief, WILL THEMSELVES become the enemy; and no longer will you agree with those thoughts that cause you distress.


I totally got carried away there. At least you know that relative strangers care about your well being.

My dreams keep me alive. This town is the worst place for anyone who ever wanted anything better for themselves.
I'm down for the cross-country bus trip with you. I went to san francisco last year by myself. It was great. I was the dirty boy in the back with his headphones and drawing pad.

Your dreams give you something to look forward to at times like these. I know it's a bit cliche, but dreams are what seperate "real" people from "fake" people. You're not really alive if you don't dream, even if it doesn't come true. If that made any sense at all.

Stop now. I stopped five weeks ago, minus a few drunkin smokes here and there. But I am not a smoker anymore. Just not.

hey that sounds fun. visitors are always great.
I'm still looking forward to not being home anymore.
congrats on the no cigs. I hope I never start.