bigwobbles

I use to come here to look at pretty Ladies to make me Happy now That does not even work! I use to think that in time I would be accepted into this world my time would come . Now I beleive that is false ...theoir is no place in this world for me cyber or otherwise....

I havnt been as active here ...... Ive been working out a lot i now where a 2x shirt instead of a 3x .... Im still lonly but ill live ...I d love to go on a date....I would be happy an old fashion me being nervouse and Just going out with some one nive for 2 hours.... is that too muchto ask....

Im Majorly depressed Im wrking on it .... I had some good things and I still eel like shit .... I dont know I try but i get to that point and say Will it get better and I say fuck it and just soldiger on ... I guess on the Bright side side I Picked up Tickets to see Peaces ..... that should be...
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Well im still trying to cope .....

Ive been depressed really depressed for about over a month ... I m trying to be happy but its not that easy but GOD i wish it was. On the plus side i have ost about 40 lbs....thru erercise running and weight lifting .... Easter was a bust I wen thome but my Mother didnt do mushMy sis...
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Hi all I know the few that read this are tired of me writing shit updates but I have nothing else latly......I feel lkes the shit for the bast month I want to be happy I feel like I have nothing to look forward to the few friends I have I thinnk I alinated .... poeple say it will get better but I feel 33...
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Im Depressed I know ill get out of it but I need time Im watching Ma Ma MIA ...

Now for smoething nice heres one of my favoirte Musicians ...Zoe Keating playing at the airport...