Uhuh, uh uh, UH UH
Gold lions gonna tell me where the light is
I guess im just really down
Gold lions gonna tell me where the light is
I guess im just really down
So ive been spending this morning reading about wicca, and admiring Cherry cus shes such a great photagrapher.
Sometimes I wish i put more energy into photography but like... Yeah.. Idunno, i just think i do have a talent.
Shes SO talented that girl tho. I really admire her work.
Ive had a marathontalk with my man, and like, yeah, it was lovely, it went...
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Sometimes I wish i put more energy into photography but like... Yeah.. Idunno, i just think i do have a talent.
Shes SO talented that girl tho. I really admire her work.
Ive had a marathontalk with my man, and like, yeah, it was lovely, it went...
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frolleinsuzy:
Its great that you feel so positive, sweetheart. 
ta2dmom:
I think it's great that you've thought about the drinking and realized what it does to you and learned that you don't want to be that person anymore. That's a major step. Especially when things have been as difficult for you as they had been. Congratulations. That's awesome for you.
xoxo
xoxo
Weve been feeding my head, my body, and my selfesteem this weekend.
I feel so good even tho my bloodpressure is more fucked up than it ever was befor, and when i got a a bloodpreassure fall i heard this wrrrromwrrrromwroooomwrrrrrom sound inside my head and like 10 difrent male voices just being really loud and i started breathing really weird, and it NEVER was...
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I feel so good even tho my bloodpressure is more fucked up than it ever was befor, and when i got a a bloodpreassure fall i heard this wrrrromwrrrromwroooomwrrrrrom sound inside my head and like 10 difrent male voices just being really loud and i started breathing really weird, and it NEVER was...
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ta2dmom:
If you want to know about Wicca I highly suggest getting in contact with Kaijou_GP
She's very knowledgeable about Wiccan things. In fact I'll go message her and tell her you're interested in learning about it. She really knows her stuff!
I'm glad to hear you're happy. And I hope the Blood Pressure thing can be fixed.
xoxo
She's very knowledgeable about Wiccan things. In fact I'll go message her and tell her you're interested in learning about it. She really knows her stuff!
I'm glad to hear you're happy. And I hope the Blood Pressure thing can be fixed.
xoxo
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ta2dmom:
It's great to read a journal from you that sounds so happy. That's an awesome thing.
xoxo
xoxo
silveronthetree:
Cheers for the jam alien
I feel so happy. Im listening to my mans music, drinking coffe, smoking cigarettes....
yeah... I just feel really really good. Eventho i get paid tomorrow and im already broke, it doesnt matter cus i just realized how fucking retarded it might sound, IM RICH ON LOVE!!
He is the prettiest thing! And i KNOW KNOW KNOW that this is gonna last forever.
IM SO...
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yeah... I just feel really really good. Eventho i get paid tomorrow and im already broke, it doesnt matter cus i just realized how fucking retarded it might sound, IM RICH ON LOVE!!
He is the prettiest thing! And i KNOW KNOW KNOW that this is gonna last forever.
IM SO...
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ta2dmom:
glad to hear it.
xoxo
xoxo
ozblacke:
Hooray! Rich on love!! ^_^ I'm happy for you
ta2dmom:
xo
xo
It all just seems so fucking meaningless at the moment, i mean, i know its not
cus like, yeah...
but im feeling really bad, and i cant even be botherd getting into what happend at the hospitals i went to in Sweden. I didnt get any help. Apperently, the doctors in sweden are used to so good hash, that if u smoke it, youre high...
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cus like, yeah...
but im feeling really bad, and i cant even be botherd getting into what happend at the hospitals i went to in Sweden. I didnt get any help. Apperently, the doctors in sweden are used to so good hash, that if u smoke it, youre high...
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ta2dmom:
I get worried when you're in such a bad place. I hope that you get the help you need from someone who's going to really listen to you.
Good luck hon.
xoxo
Good luck hon.
xoxo
fredricka:
Legene gjorde det samme med meg. De fortalte foreldrene mine at jeg ryker hasj og foreldrene mine vet ikke at jeg ryker tobakk engang s det var litt av et sjokk for dem. Moren min begynte grte under et mte med dem p grunn av alle tingene de fortalte om meg som jeg mener de hadde taushetsplikt om. N hater jeg dem, bde legene for det de fortalte og foreldrene mine for at de n behandler meg som en jvla rusmisbruker.
Men Betty, du er ikke stygg. Ikke tro det om deg selv. Se heller p alle bildene du har tatt av deg selv. Du er faktisk utrolig fotogen, dessuten har jeg sett deg i virkeligheten ogs, s jeg vet hva jeg snakker om.
Men Betty, du er ikke stygg. Ikke tro det om deg selv. Se heller p alle bildene du har tatt av deg selv. Du er faktisk utrolig fotogen, dessuten har jeg sett deg i virkeligheten ogs, s jeg vet hva jeg snakker om.
So, its 2am within 12hours im on my way to the hospital in sweden.
Tobias mum will drive me to Malm, where i'll get picked up by my mum and brother.
And all i can think about is, how can i hurt myself as much as possible during these 11h? Cus once im in the hospital, oh i juts realaized it never stopped me from...
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Tobias mum will drive me to Malm, where i'll get picked up by my mum and brother.
And all i can think about is, how can i hurt myself as much as possible during these 11h? Cus once im in the hospital, oh i juts realaized it never stopped me from...
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deathbyopus:
good luck sweetie, hang in there
fredricka:
Da har vi noe til felles. Jeg er ogs innlagt igjen. Har vrt det siden oktober. Det er derfor jeg har begynt skrive litt p SG igjen, for ha noe gjre. Det kan sikkert vre godt for deg med et sykehusopphold, men jeg kjenner igjen den ambivalente flelsen: Nr man er drlig og ingen forstr at man trenger en innleggelse fler man seg avvist og nr man frst er inne p sykehuset vil man bare ut igjen. h, jeg skulle nske jeg kunne si noe som kunne ftt deg til fle deg bedre, men jeg vet bare ikke hva. Det enste jeg kan er nske deg lykke til.
i see myself starring at a weird bright light
and i spell the words in my head. S-U-I-C-I-D-E.
when i cant even long to go to bed to make time go by faster without doin anything without knowing that it doesnt matter when i go to bed, i always nomatter how much i wish for it, i always wake up.
And everything is really fucked...
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and i spell the words in my head. S-U-I-C-I-D-E.
when i cant even long to go to bed to make time go by faster without doin anything without knowing that it doesnt matter when i go to bed, i always nomatter how much i wish for it, i always wake up.
And everything is really fucked...
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ta2dmom:
Hey! I hope you're feeling a lot better soon. I'm sorry you're feeling bad right now. I hope you start feeling better soon.
xoxo
xoxo
frolleinsuzy:
Sweetheart, I`m here for you if you need.
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ta2dmom:
xoxo
xoxo
frolleinsuzy:
Wow, you look so happy
ive just taken 30mg of imovane/zopiklon
well,first 15 sleept for a coupple of hours<an now theywont work ;S
and im so fuckin sedated it sounds like the chips im eating is like
and this room, i keep forgtting what it looks like and idunno.gonna go drink some chocolatemilk
well,first 15 sleept for a coupple of hours<an now theywont work ;S
and im so fuckin sedated it sounds like the chips im eating is like
and this room, i keep forgtting what it looks like and idunno.gonna go drink some chocolatemilk
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punknitemike:
yikes, that cant be good!!!
frankenberry:
What would've been cool was to witness the whole ordeal. What triggered it!?