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hooray hooray im going to china in 3 weeks

cant fucking believe im going

yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee smile
themilkman:
I like the sadhu and yogi picture folders. Have fun in China! How long/what for are you going there?
silvan415:
thank you for your comment =)

that made my day.

namaste.
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ok, ive decided not to go just yet

hooray!! smile
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goodbye SG

its been fun

see you all soon smile
tahliana:
au revour!!!!! kiss
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sleepy all the time

im sure ive got Chronic Fatigue Syndrome

or maybe diabetes

shit

tahliana:
are you eating properly? vit b12 deficiency and iron deficiency makes ppl sleepy... eat lots of veges and beans!!!
betanik:
no, eating loads of crap, too much sugar and caffeine ugh!
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hooray!!

finally released from hospital after 3 weeks

it was getting pretty fucking crazy towards the end

very sad

but glad to be out and feeling renewed and refreshed

smile
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well i dont seem to be getting any better so...

im going into hospital!

i cant help feeling a little 'sectioned' but im free to come and go as i please which cant be bad

shame its come to this but hopefully in 2 weeks time ill be on the mend

smile
jivefree:
I hope you feel better soon. tongue
dalila:
thanks for your lovely comment on my set! biggrin
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today im sad

for some reason i suddenly started thinking about my ex

its been almost 2 years since we split up

very odd

frown
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mad
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today im not so blue smile
themilkman:
good to hear. panic and obsession suck, but there are always brighter mornings. If I lived in the UK, I'd invite myself over for a smoke, a cup of tea and a beat discussion. Have a good day.
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im afraid to drive

im afraid to go to work

im afraid to go out alone

im afraid to be alone

im afraid of being with people i dont know

im afraid of feeling trapped

i feel sick and my life is falling apart again

fuck frown
mahphew:
is all okish friend? music, sweet music, will always get to you when you need it most
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im really in a bad place at the moment

my OCD has come back really bad

i cant stop obssessing and in turn panic sets in

staying at a friends house until my parents return

only another 5 days but seems so long

i cant stand this

i never thought it would happen again and i feel so helpless

fuck


frown frown
crackerman:
You're certainly not on your own.