beddaroses

It's funny the way another person's psychotic, lying, heartless actions can make you feel like you are the one who will never be good enough, like you are the one to ruin everything. Funny.

Another one of my friend's parents passed away this week. They say tragedy comes in threes and this was the second so god only what is coming. For the most part though, things are pretty good. I really cannot understand why classes are sooo expensive when you are a part-time student in comparison so being a full-time student but I am only able to take...
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Sometimes going psycho can be a good thing. The feeling is completely fucked but it brought everything out into the open. Finding out that it was nothing as bad as my crazy crazy mind came up with was wonderful. This day was full of weird occurrences. I rode in a VQ buggie for the first time and it was much roomier than was expected. I...
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Fucking Amazing New Year's Eve! I mean, pretty much anything would have been a step up from last year's end (from the bits I remember) but this was like a kajillion steps up. Nothing could have felt more right or given me more optimism about the new year. It would only officially be the new year when I see my besties but starting it off...
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Lamest xmas eve ever. Ended before 9pm and I have a massive tension headache that won't go away all fucking day. I miss my girlfriend. I wish I could spend the holidays with her and Carly and Paramour and walk on sunshine with the people who really feel like family.

She takes my breathe away, sweeps me off of my feet, makes the world disappear, makes me feel on top of the world, sees right through me, she completes me, brought me to life, showed me what Love really is...She makes me not care about using every cliche in the book.

My girlfriend rocks my socks <3

Today feels really off. I don't like it.

Definitely going a little cray cray. Fighting with two professors is making me nervous about how I am going to graduate in June on top of the fact that I am like half a credit off from the required credits to graduate. I have so much school work that needs to be done I want to cry a little.

My job has forgotten to pay...
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Sitting here with my wife Makeupandsin getting my Suicide Girls thang started. Was a stressful day...bitches be buggin.

Since I'm new any suggestions?