Sometimes I wonder if we could still be happy together, despite everything. It feels like it would be so easy..I wish I could just sit back and love you, pretend to be happy and let all my little problems be fixed. Could we do that, despite everything? It would be so easy..
Maybe.. but maybe it's the vodka talking..
When I'm with you, life feels pale. I don't feel hope for happiness. I feel crammed in this box and feel I can't escape. Will I escape? I can't feel the horizon, but I sense it must be there, somewhere, hoping I'll run towards it.
Is that even fair? You haven't done anything to me.. You're just.. blind. Pale. A bad fit..
I'm drunk.
I always feel like I'm waiting for it to get better, when I'm with you. Still. If we were together.. maybe you could hold me and I could slowly forget my unhappiness, get lost in the sensation.. But how long would it last?
I'll drive myself mad with regrets..
This is stupid. I'm too drunk and too tired.
Maybe.. but maybe it's the vodka talking..
When I'm with you, life feels pale. I don't feel hope for happiness. I feel crammed in this box and feel I can't escape. Will I escape? I can't feel the horizon, but I sense it must be there, somewhere, hoping I'll run towards it.
Is that even fair? You haven't done anything to me.. You're just.. blind. Pale. A bad fit..
I'm drunk.
I always feel like I'm waiting for it to get better, when I'm with you. Still. If we were together.. maybe you could hold me and I could slowly forget my unhappiness, get lost in the sensation.. But how long would it last?
I'll drive myself mad with regrets..
This is stupid. I'm too drunk and too tired.
tapescratcher:
As well as too young, articulate and pretty to drive yourself mad with regrets. But there's nothing stupid about it. It's only natural to feel crappy about any breakup, no matter how badly matched the relationship. Now go find yourself a hot redhead goth girl, my guess is the Bay Area ain't sufferin' from any shortage thereof
batty378:
Haha, wow that was really uplifting