attackbrad

come to akron tonight big free metal show at annabells on w exchange close to skron u come have some fun with me lots of bands and its the best bar in akron the shows are allways free

four hours and five caps of ink and my back is almost done ill have pics up soon and i have my first mma fight on friday im so fucking pumped ill get a video up as soon as i can

what a great day got to chill with rachell last night she make me smile like a kid in the fireworks store and monday is 420 yippy she is gonna come oven were both off work so were gonna get high as fuck

so ive met a girl she is the most amzing girl ive ever met she smart sexy tatted and kinda goth every thing ive ever wanted in a girl and i cant get her out of my mind she is the last thing i think about at night and the first thing i think of when i wake up its only been three weeks so...
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wow i havent posted in a while last week was crazy i was kinda busy but here is the skinny one of my best friends came in to town he has spent the last 10 years hitch hicking at first i was happy to see him then being around him mad me sad i think he is getting that wet brain thing from drinking the...
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I hate my life.
I want my life.
I want to die but I can't cry.
It hurts to live.
I have no pride.
My life sucks.
I have no luck.
My life is fucked up.
I want to cut.
No body sees the pain I hide.
Yes I do lie but this is not a lie.
I have no fear inside but I hope...
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The darkest night
Deepest slumber
All you fear
But can't encumber
Haunts me
In this nightmare world
Blended hate
And loathing swirled
Dreams are dripping
Down the mind
The one you lost
And cannot find
You know not how
To leave this place
Trapped inside
Sleep's sweet embrace
Voices screaming
Doors are locked
Windows barred
Light is blocked
Creatures creeping
Hungry growls
In the distance...
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In these caves I've dwelled for long
The lust for blood keeps me strong
Fly at dusk, land at dawn
Evil and darkness I bring upon
It makes no difference in my eyes
If I slay for right or wrong
Selfinflicted are their cries
In the graveyards they belong
Once blessed with life, now with death
I decide to kill them all
Without them evil...
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Evil is close.
She whispers to me.
Only to me she shows.
Evil is the terror only I see.
Evil is nearby.
She doesn't see my sorrow
Or tears forever I will cry.
Evil will haunt me tomorrow.
Evil is my demon.
She knows when I flee.
I can't hide from her
Because Evil will find me.

My darkest day is forever dying

rid myself of all this trying

give up on everything ive ever known

throw away emotions ive never shown

all my pieces have fallen apart

not enough time to press restart

going futher in this state of mind

thoughts of nothing I need to unwind

i really need to kill this pain

dragging me down like a ball and...
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why do people ask my oppion and then get mad when i give it to them like my roomate asked me what i thought of her new boyfriend so i told her he was a jerk off and i dint care for him and i dont think it will last long but here is some backround on it all she met this guy at work...
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got a date for my first mma fight it will be sept 11 at the barley house in down town akron if your around and free that night come check it out im hopeing i dont get my ass kicked to bad but if i do it will sill be fun stay around after the fight for drinks if the doc says its ok might...
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