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Finally, the weekend is here. Headed out to spend time with friends soaking up sun and chillin' by the pool. Looking forward to getting into some trouble tonight so I'll post on that later.

I wanted to share this song, which is one of my favs by Smile Empty Soul. A friend of mine had introduced me to the band and I now have and...
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Had an awesome weekend getaway at the beach. Spent it with some good people, drank, danced, swam under the stars and laughed my ass off the entire trip. Met some amazing musicians who were pretty badass and hope to see them succeed doing something they are passionate about. Didn't want to come home...back to the responsibilities and the bullshit but such is life.

Been thinking...
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So stoked about my mini vacation that starts tomorrow! Bring on the booze, sun, fun, dancing and the sexy dudes! Looking forward to enjoying myself and endulging in whatever I please.

This song has a whole new meaning however all is as it should be.

Well, I finally did it...roadtrip planned for this weekend. Fun, sun, booze and babes! Looking forward to a much deserved break from the reality of late. Time to rejuvenate so I can get back to kicking ass and taking names. I have a busy week ahead which includes derby, reservations and a bloke!

Anyways, here's wishing you all an awesome start to the week. I'm...
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Hidey Ho sinners and saints!

What a freakin' crazy night. The mustache and hotpants pub crawl was a huge success. We had over 100 people particpate and we all had a rockin' time. I had an awesome time and was reminded of all the amazing and fun people I have around me. I needed a night to get trashed and forget about the shitty ass...
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So here's some of the shit I thought or wanted to say this week but did well in restraining myself. (Only to prevent further damage to already fucked up life and work situations.)

Do I look like your fucking flavor of the week?
Chaos, Panic and Disorder...my work is done here!
Help yourself to the knife drawer, the first one in my back didn't quite...
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Note to self/reminders:

Be thankful for truth
Trust your struggle
You ARE fucking beautiful
Be true to you
Take your fucking vacation
Never give up hope


BLOODSTREAM

Wake up
Look me in the eyes again
I need to feel your hand upon my face

Words can relay nice
They can cut you open
And then the silence surrounds you and haunts you

I think I...
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So I'm single again! Quickest relationship in my history...lol

It's all good though cause I knew how the story would end. I don't think I've ever hated anyone I've dated when we've broken up. I only hate the ex husbands....lol

Oh, but now I get to take my vacation!! I think I'm gonna do St. Maarten for a week, get me the fuck outta here....
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Another weekend is here (woot!) but I am still dying for a real vacation!! (And a little somethin' somethin'....lol)

Had an awesome time last night with some pretty amazing people. BBQ, bonfire, dancing and skinny dipping. (Although, I passed on the latter without my babes there.) Nice way to start the weekend.

Today, thinking of a special someone whose world I'd like to turn upside...
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So, my heart is feeling full...full of hope. I feel like I'm overflowing with light and warmth. It may sound lame as fuck but I don't care.

I'm living this life and riding the wave wherever it may lead. I know what I like, what I want and I'm going for it. This includes my sexy ass man friend, my career and roller derby.

Make...
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Had an awesome Roller Derby Bout we won 151-124!! Everyone has been working so hard and its paid off! Rocked the after party with some leg wrestling...lol

"You Are The Moon"

Shadows all around you as you surface from the dark
Emerging from the gentle grip of night's unfolding arms
Darkness, darkness everywhere, do you feel all alone?
The subtle grace of gravity, the heavy...
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So tonight was another first for me...played my first Modern Warfare 2 game on XBox Live. It was awesome and I'm thankful my friends were patient enough to deal with my shitty skills or should I say lack of skills...lol Now that I'm on XBox Live I wouldn't play any other way.

I'm also partially in denial about feelings I have for a pretty amazing...
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