Its been a year now since we lost my grandma and the grief made people show their true feelings. i had always known the reality of my "family" but you have in drummed into that blood is thicker than water and your family are your family but im sick of using that as an exuse for them.
Losing my grandma did make me realise i do really want my own family and im no longer scared of being like my mother. i will do everything to make sure i raise my children the exact oppposite of how she raised me (or not raised me).
so im surrounded by beautiful people in my life now and they are my true family so i think im ready now to leave the past where it deserves to stay and focus on the little things is life that make me smile.
the boy
rainbows
snowy garden
my little man
rubber duckies
the bestie
little suprises in life
cup of tea
having a garden in london
the woods
london
Losing my grandma did make me realise i do really want my own family and im no longer scared of being like my mother. i will do everything to make sure i raise my children the exact oppposite of how she raised me (or not raised me).
so im surrounded by beautiful people in my life now and they are my true family so i think im ready now to leave the past where it deserves to stay and focus on the little things is life that make me smile.
the boy
rainbows
snowy garden
my little man
rubber duckies
the bestie
little suprises in life
cup of tea
having a garden in london
the woods
london