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Ryan Dunn is my favorite Jackass.

The more I think about it, the more I dislike Portland. I've said it 1000 times. I think they put some sort of sedative in the water here. The illusion of good is everywhere. Nothing is fantastic, there is nothing bad. It's just good. Average. Level. I get tired of not doing well. There is nothing to complain about, yet nothing to be happy about....
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On my way!

Someday, we'll take my pickup to the lake and just gaze and gaze and gaze. And make out.

I could scream right now.

So, tell me how you would handle this. I log into my online banking page and see I'm like 120 bucks overdrawn. Reason being, Earthlink has charged for me an extra months service on accident. They simply double billed me. I tend to keep just enough in my bank account to cover my bills and that's it. So, that extra 50 bucks threw my account...
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This is a first. I can't sleep because I'm so fucking happy. I was harboring some romantic thoughts about the lifestyle I'm fighting off right now, and I started laughing silly like. Why do I reflect on those moments or those actions that caused so much pain with some kind of longing? Like I miss it or something.

The fuck I do. There is so...
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Now playing - Dead Boys, What Love is

Now reminiscing over - Nothing.

Now missing - Her

Now wanting - To curl up on the couch and let her use the remote

I think I'll put Social D's "Making Believe" on repeat and stare at the walls for the rest of the day. Good times bro!

I just saw the "Diaper Divers" delivery/pickup truck drive by.

My life does not suck.

#In the name of Kenneth Anger#
#we do what we do#
#In the name of Eddie Spaghetti#
#we do what we do#

My life has been a perpetual Murder City Devils song since before I knew who they were. And without the drink, it just doesn't stop. It's pain. It's heartache, and longing. But, I keep on trucking. If I didn't, I'd be a fool....
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Things I need to come full circle

1. My pickup in Wyoming
2. My pocketknife collection in Wyoming
3. My 9 month old beard to grow back
4. My flannel shirts in Wyoming
5. My Red Wing steel toes
6. My tan I get in Wyoming from working outside all the time
7. Ability to self realize "Jay, why the fuck are you in Oregon?"...
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I'll share a lesson I learned at a young age. Another proverb from my dead Grandfather. "Always be a straight shooter"

Meaning: Telling people what they want to hear all the time isn't doing anyone a bit of good. The only good that will come out of it is a clear conscience for you.

It's not even a tough lesson to learn. Be honest with...
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