akii

oh hey sg world. it's been a while since i blogged so here you go.

my week has been interesting.
i also applied at renaissance body & hair studio where i might be able to start my career in a shop even if its as a receptionist. woo! i hope i get the job. free piercings and half off on shit? sounds like a plan...
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I ooze sexual confidence apparently, I love my friends. That I am the biggest tease as well? Oh damn guess my covers blown.
Apparently girls love me and flock to me- Says my ex.
I seem to be getting what I want lately- so whats next to come. Things are looking up. This is a good outlook.
I feel ontop of the world right now...
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What.a.life.
I'm so done with figuring out girls and dating.
DONE.
They either live to far or are psyco.
Ugh.

lost

There is no chance.

Things are so messed up, I am seriously going down with my sinking ship.

The night with my friend i thought went well but now she won't reply back to me and I feel as though I did something wrong. i was just trying to help.

Okay I am done ranting....

I'm so fucking lost and no where to be found.
I can't seem to grasp my mind around what I want.... what I feel or anything. I keep getting pulled into these directions and I really don't think this is healthy.
I'm "seeing" a girl in Nelson but thats 400miles away. So what do I do now? My heart wont tell me.
Do I try...
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A possible look up?
GOOD NEWS: I have a crush on a girly.

I don't have much to update sept that this weekend fucking sucked. Bad experience in Vancouver when I was there. I did a lot of shit I shouldn't of. Was in the hospital- left stranded with no where to stay anymore and had an anxiety attack ontop of my panic attack ontop...
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Things are getting rough for me. So much is on my plate and yet I don't know where to go or what to do. I feel lost and at wits end. I am trying to stay positive on things but at this moment in time it is getting difficult.

But enough negative- some positive.I am finally hanging out with a friend tonight lets hope I...
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Lol at the person who messaged me calling me ugly. Do you really think you can break down a confident curvy girl with "ugly" ? Message me and try again sir. My confidence is sorring high and nothing and no one will break that down.

On another sad note- found out my mum might have skin cancer among failing kidneys and liver. She already has...
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Finally got my SG's account re-activated. :] I missed everyone!

Worst. Summer. Ever.