so tired- so deleriously tired.
Lately it seems no matter how long I sleep, I'm always tired.
I hate this feeling!
Lately it seems no matter how long I sleep, I'm always tired.
I hate this feeling!
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Emotions are a wicked fucking thing.
I told myself sleeping with him would be physical and nothing more and yet here I find myself falling for him. The most charismatic, addictive, fantasticly beautiful and amazing people are usually the ones you're supposed to stay away from. Isnt it grand?
Remember that saying "a wild bird cant be caged"? yeah. that's him. Regardless of how amazing...
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I told myself sleeping with him would be physical and nothing more and yet here I find myself falling for him. The most charismatic, addictive, fantasticly beautiful and amazing people are usually the ones you're supposed to stay away from. Isnt it grand?
Remember that saying "a wild bird cant be caged"? yeah. that's him. Regardless of how amazing...
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mpitaji:
those are always the worst...
merzbow01:
well ya never know - things might change ya know - sometimes it worth it to give it a shot and i think you have a very good chance cause i think your in the same boat he is ya know what i mean?
Sometimes it's nice to get out of your city and enjoy someone else's scene for a while.
The party in dallas was super fun. I consumed large amounts of alcohol and got mad silly with the local folk. I'm almost afraid to see how the pictures will turn out.
The party in dallas was super fun. I consumed large amounts of alcohol and got mad silly with the local folk. I'm almost afraid to see how the pictures will turn out.
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mujo:
I would have to agree with the above comments. After your win in the saranwrap pron contest, what else could possibly be next? besides disneyland. Do it and I'll have a new fav.
seanbaby:
Here's your horoscope for this week, as selected from random horoscopes I wrote over the last year:
Scorpio: (Oct. 24 - Nov. 21)
You are about to be trapped in an elevator with a beautiful woman, only to find out that it's actually two cartoon dogs standing on top of each other in a trenchcoat.
Scorpio: (Oct. 24 - Nov. 21)
You are about to be trapped in an elevator with a beautiful woman, only to find out that it's actually two cartoon dogs standing on top of each other in a trenchcoat.
I'm going to Dallas tommorrow!
I'm quite happy to see some friends I havent seen in a while. Even though Dallas is only 4(ish) hours away, I never seem to be able to catch a ride with friends when they're heading up there. There's a party going on and the guy throwing the party was cool enough to actually buy me a planeticket as a...
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I'm quite happy to see some friends I havent seen in a while. Even though Dallas is only 4(ish) hours away, I never seem to be able to catch a ride with friends when they're heading up there. There's a party going on and the guy throwing the party was cool enough to actually buy me a planeticket as a...
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thirsty:
dallas huh? where the hell is this party? i get off at seven.
merzbow01:
woo too bad i already have plans with someone else
well..
this pisses me off.
I havent had a job in 4 months. I cant GET a job because I'm always watching my roommates baby...approx. 80-90 hours a week. Im completely broke and I can't even buy groceries. My roommate buys food and unless she says "you can have this", I dont touch it. I've basically been eating water, microwave popcorn, leftover birthday cake and...
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this pisses me off.
I havent had a job in 4 months. I cant GET a job because I'm always watching my roommates baby...approx. 80-90 hours a week. Im completely broke and I can't even buy groceries. My roommate buys food and unless she says "you can have this", I dont touch it. I've basically been eating water, microwave popcorn, leftover birthday cake and...
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agentaeon:
uh, yeah...you could say that.
merzbow01:
heh when i come down i'll talk to her and straighten shit out =P
and if her man wants some too he's welcome to a little helping as well - muhahaha
and if her man wants some too he's welcome to a little helping as well - muhahaha
Ian from the Lost Prophets IMd me today. It was great. I havent talked to him in like, 3 months and he IMd me out of the blue just to say hi. He's a mad hottie but above anything else, he's a wicked cool guy. It made my day to talk to him.
...57days left...
...57days left...
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agentaeon:
57 days until I move to california..I've been doing the official countdown for like, 2 weeks now 
azura:
Lost Prophets
nice
57 days till...?
nice
57 days till...?
I hate my situation.
I cant say I hate my life because that's just to goddamn cliche.
I hate my situation with a passion.
I want exboyfriends to get run over by large heavy trucks.
I want to win the lottery.
I want bestfriends to never change.
I want children to be seen and not heard.
I hate being so bitter and angry all the...
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I cant say I hate my life because that's just to goddamn cliche.
I hate my situation with a passion.
I want exboyfriends to get run over by large heavy trucks.
I want to win the lottery.
I want bestfriends to never change.
I want children to be seen and not heard.
I hate being so bitter and angry all the...
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dia:
Fuck, you're on it.
gil:
meh, who fuckin dosen't?
I just had a very unsettling dream that involved the death of my 7 year old brother. I love that little kid to pieces...I would never want to see him with even so much as a skinned knee...I felt like I may have been crying in my sleep. I hate those kinds of dreams...
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seanbaby:
Last night I had a dream where I was fighting a karate man in a room full of circular saws. If you want to picture that, keep in mind that I fight like an epileptic Jar Jar Binks in my dreams. I woke up right before a saw chewed my arm off at the armpit, and vowed to sleep in front of the Karate Kid until my astral self is able to kick a positive attitude down my opponents' mouths. Don't those rich snobs at Cobra-Kai dojo know that karate is about self-discipline and friendship?! I... this whole thing was a lie. I was dreaming about a giant pie filled with you and cheerleaders.
freyja__:
i hate those kinds of dreams, too.
anxiety-ish dreams are awful!
you are just a beautiful vision in blue!
and you are born on my favorite day of the year!
sweet!
anxiety-ish dreams are awful!
you are just a beautiful vision in blue!
and you are born on my favorite day of the year!
sweet!
wow...Bile was amazing. I saw some old friends and made some new ones. They put on an incredible show and we had a deviously fun afterparty which resulted in one Ms. Blue getting a hot and heavy makeout session with a beautiful beautiful band boy. Hmmm...
Last night was a good night. One of those nights when you wake up in the morning, convinced that...
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Last night was a good night. One of those nights when you wake up in the morning, convinced that...
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zombiehead2:
thats cool that you got to see bile. i haven't seen them for awhile. but i did just get back from seeing lords of acid, and you were right they do put on a good show.
ragingwhore42:
so new and already moving in on all my pretties so fiercely. dia doesn't write me love letters-but i saw seanbaby last night and i touched his ass. i'll be watching you. hehehe. welcome. you must enjoy your stay here.
Tonight is Bile.
I'll probably be working security for the backstage door. I find it so amusing that a little girl like me can keep the scurvy out. I dont think people realize the force I can lay down with a swift kick of the boot.
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She lay in her bed, completely exposed...she feels his eyes penetrating every inch of her skin and it...
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I'll probably be working security for the backstage door. I find it so amusing that a little girl like me can keep the scurvy out. I dont think people realize the force I can lay down with a swift kick of the boot.
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zombiehead2:
do you mean bile the band? if you do thats cool cause their one of my favorite bands. 
what do you think of them?
what do you think of them?
agentaeon:
Hey, yes I did mean Bile the band and they fucking ROCKED IT live and were super nice guys too
I'm so annoyed.
The messageboard I visit religiously (CoalChamber), where I had over 600 posts logged, was hacked yesterday morning by someone in Turkey. The deleted almost our entire database and every member with over 600 posts (yep, I fell perfectly into that category).
I got my SG hoodie today and it looks and feels so yummy!! THANK YOU! I'm sporting it with pride as...
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The messageboard I visit religiously (CoalChamber), where I had over 600 posts logged, was hacked yesterday morning by someone in Turkey. The deleted almost our entire database and every member with over 600 posts (yep, I fell perfectly into that category).
I got my SG hoodie today and it looks and feels so yummy!! THANK YOU! I'm sporting it with pride as...
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caradoc:
good to see more girls are joining the ranks of SGLA. We need more more more. We are happy to have you. Stay away from EricAllen and PoopyDave. They're weird. You seem like you will fit right in.
attrit:
Sweet. We'll be only a couple hundred miles apart again. hehe. Be good Aeon. Have fun in LA.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
Im so excited! After waiting like, 8 months, Forrest and Amelia of BlueBlood finally put up my shoot on www.barelyevil.com the pictures are so cute and Im really happy with them. Anyone who has a passcode should go check em out and tell me whatcha think!
Im so excited! After waiting like, 8 months, Forrest and Amelia of BlueBlood finally put up my shoot on www.barelyevil.com the pictures are so cute and Im really happy with them. Anyone who has a passcode should go check em out and tell me whatcha think!
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nic:
God, that set idea sounds badass. Viva la Cyberchicks!
dr_h:
Yey your here.....
finly...
I seen ya on raverporn... I do some work for them....
but I hang out here
finly...
I seen ya on raverporn... I do some work for them....
but I hang out here
oh the joys of no sleep....