Gr this week is just as bad as last week, my boyfriend has fucked me off beyond belief and im back at my parents place for a bit. I think its time to really consider where this 'relationship' is heading.

Edit: just got a call telling me i got a job i had an interview for just yesterday, personal training at a womans only gym, yeehaw...this is definately going to rock my cunt....even if i do have a few 6am starts..

Edit # 2 : So i woke at 6am to use the bathroom and i felt a wee bit wobbly on the old feet and soon i was in full scale panic attack mode. I havent had an attack for a long time, it scared the shit out of me, so i went and got my mommy and she sorted me out, made me a relaxing herbal tea and hugged me..it lasted a good 20 minutes, i must be more stressed than i first thought. I am Okay now though kiddos..

This week has been the week from hell..so the dog gets put down, i smash the front of my cellphone, and then my boyfriend was involved in a high speed crash last night. He is okay, thank fuck, but the car is completely fucked.
I will be glad when this week comes to a grinding halt.

Today my friend held a make up seminar for a few of us girls...i took some pics, didnt have the camera with me at the time though, so sorry folks, you cant perve at my beautiful friends, maybe next time !!!

Excuse my absence once again, havent been home in a while...had been looking after my partners doggy.Unfortunately we had to get the poor boy put down on Sunday Were both devastated,lost...heart broken. He was more than a dog, he was our best friend. I miss him so bad and everytime i think about him i just want to cry. I hate how he got so sick so soon, lost so much strength and energy so quickly..he was a real warrior.

As the vet put the needle in his leg he growled which was so muffiny, but he knew what was coming and didnt want to go, he held on for a long time before he finally let go...it was the hardest thing ive ever witnessed in my life.

I hope wherever he is now hes happy, and rolling around in grass with his bones and painfree and strong like he was just weeks earlier. Im gutted, really gutted...i just want him back more than anything.



Rest easy old boy.

Kia Ora kids,

Not feeling on my game right now, a bit on the sick side, really dont know whats going on but its not fun anyway.
Had some bad news last week, my partners dog has Lymphoma and only has a matter of time to live, looking after him has been pretty stressful and tiring but im making sure the last few weeks/months of his life ate saaaawweeeet. poor doggy we were hoping to find a bitch for him before he got to sick, but it seems noone has female dobermans in this smelly city. Boo.

So the olympics are in full swing and i was excited to watch my favourite gymnast Nastia Liukin win the all round gold medal.Fuck yeahhhh!

I swear i have some sort of temper problem, just an hour os so ago i was at my bfs then he left and i threw a psycho smashed a plate on the ground, packed up ALL of my belongings, down to every last hairclip, loaded it all in my car and drove home..home being my parents place. He fucked me off, smashed a toaster this morning in front of me to show whos boss or some shit, bla bla...so fuck him, he can learn a smelly shitty lesson. Better hope he doesnt fuck it up cos the cunt is on thin ice already.
Fag.

Anyway other than that faghole i am quite well thanks,cheers for asking.
I spent most of the day at the library, reading,learning..all that good stuff.

I just want to add that Jozsef is coooool

Other than that, getting my hair done on Thursday, think im gona stick with the dark brown and then get some blonde through it. Excitement kiddies.

Everyone should leave 1 billion comments on Caliope's set, and if you dont..you suck.

Peace and love my best bitches



heres the latest of my arm...its taking so long and making me shitty because i have some brilliant ideas...hope the next appointment is sweeet.



Also...Happy Birthday Frankus!

Kia Ora bitches.

Not alot happening over these ways,just bad weather and my cats stalking around the house like a ..stalker?

I have an itchy hand.

Hmm i really dont have alot to say except yusss new Sash set..yus yus yus.

meow

I met the sweetest puppy last night, gah i want it. A wee pitbull, where it is now its not going to grow up to be a nice dog, they want to make it a savage beast. I want to make it into a princess doggy. The people that have it want to do that mean thing to its wee baby ears too...if they do, im dobbing them in to the spca , then stealing it for myself. Poor puppy

OMG yay, Jamila is live, oh yeah bitches !
My faith in this site is restored !

So im still all sweet, bf been pissing me off a bit, as per usual.Needs a good wing chong to the chops.
My coke is upside down, its gona taste like pooh now




Heres me in case you forgot what i looked like.


umm my mommsies birthday today, got her 300$ worth of vouchers and a big indian statue, like Native American Indians...shes obssessed, and its worn off on me i believe.

Still burning the greenery, all is well.Hope everyone else is pimping their shit!

Besos

Hello fellow internet machine users.
My laptop is having issues, as we all do, we are all entitled to have our own issues, right?
Unfortunately for the computer, it has no mouth, it cannot talk back nor scream when i bash its head in.
Poor scoundrely machine.

Anywhoo, im good, great,lala, god ive missed this place, mostly the great friends, but also the beautiful pics and sets!

Ive decided im getting back in the ring next year, i want to, im amped..i want to do something useful with my life.And well fighting again is good motivation to work hard for shit.



I might take some new pictures tonight if i get round to it, havent played posies for ages.

Long time no talk again, i do apoligize once more.
Things are okay at the moment, things are okay when your constantly wasted.
For now its whats working for me, i dont plan on smoking pot my whole life.
But as i said, for now its good..
Hope everyones good, i see a set from Mary on the front page, im rather excited!
Love love love.

Its been a long time...
I do apoligize for worrying anyone..i am still alive,,by the way.
Things arent good, i dont know if ill be back on here or not.
Yeah so, just thought id stop by and check out the haps for the meantime.