naiya

Well, I think you should be careful. This is an industry that tends to swallow people into it, thus becoming a lifestyle. I've lost a relationship to stripping, and although my current one also dances, and thankfully it's working out beautifully, it still affects her, and if it wasn't for the money, she would have stopped a while ago. But being in a steady relationship helps. What worries me is the fragile state you find yourself in lately and the possibility you might end up looking to find comfort or a false sense of being in this job. Not immediately, because it'll probably take you a while to feel comfortable in your surroundings, but the job is like a drug, and the elements you'll be exposed to frankly will not be too positive. And considering how young you are, and how susceptible you have been feeling lately, I think it would be wise for you to get your head, feelings and heart straight, and explore other avenues before thinking of going into stripping.

I know that knocking on stripping may not get me popularity points in this place, but I do sense some hesitation in your decision, otherwise you wouldn't be looking to our opinion.
But whatever you decide to do, I hope it brings you the happiness you deserve, and if it doesn't, NEVER SETTLE!!!

You have a friend here, and I'm at your service...

Good luck!

just remember that the percentage of "gentleman" in gentlemans clubs is really small. if you check out the place and you feel like its safe and comfortable then do it. but if you have reservations then hold out for something better.

well its everything, but i have to finish up with a final piece... preferably something physical father than a painting/photograph. what with my course being based on 3D work its got to have a fair bit of that in it

i was thinking bondage and all that... we can go any which way we want, perhaps a bit of kinkyness will liven the studio up a bit lol

The video memorial is beautiful. What awful shockwaves for the family to be experiencing after such a tragedy - now another. There's nothing that anyone can say to make it better, I know. Some people are morally reprehensible and shouldn't be allowed sufficient oxygen to survive on this planet.
Rage. Cry. Love. Heal.

You have so much wisdom and insight for such a young lady. Losing someone close is always difficult, but being able to remember and love - that is what will keep you through the rough times.

Chin up, lovely, anyone ANYONE silly enough to walk away from you should be seriously re-prioritized! 'Nuff said.
Kisses~

Thanks for the help, i look very silly now since it was right there in front of me lol. Can you tell i'm not very net worthy.

I just read your journal, i hope your feeling ok now.
Also don't be afraid to get help, the Nhs can suck at times but it is free, and there when you need it.
Hope your feeling loads better now

At the risk of repeating everyone else, what's up? You okay?

Is it about mark or the photoshoot issues?

If it's the photoshoot, you only have to wait a month for the next time the guy is free. If its Mark, me thinks it may be a good thing, I dont think he was really serious.

Whatever it is you a strong girl and you'll be fine. I hope you feeling better soon

your cat has grown a lot and I will be back on the island on the 16th i think unless eveything goes horribly wrong

Our cats look very similar

I think it's fabulous!

Way cool and a complete waste of time - perfect!! We're never happier than when we're amusing ourselves with no regard for the clock - cheers!

I wasn't rubbing it in. I was merely stating a fact. It really wouldn't fit me.

I'll rub it in if you want me to.

Ha! You took the bait!

yaya... all against me

thanks hun, i appreciate it
upside is... i got my loan today after all YEY!!... maybe it wont bad after all

*loves*

MARCH:SHYNESS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you.
You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods
about the past and the old friends. Waits for
friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
but takes long to recover.

oh so me

happy new year !

i'm ok...are you?

I survived a really rough 2006 too.

If the number of bad things on the yearly summary outweighs the good, then it's just a sign to appreciate them that much more.

I wish you all the best in 2007. Here's to us, because we're still standing.

Merry xmas sweetie