I have been a vegetarian for quite some time, but apparently my unborn child is not

and those of you interested..here are pics from my 12.5 week ultrasound
the baby was posing..I swear

besides eating meat..being pregnant makes me feel all hippie dippie and nostalgic
I am listening to Joni Mitchell as I type..never mind the slideshow

CashCow is in hell..

I also have been looking through some old photo albums and thought these would be funny to post here..I don't remember when I wasn't taking off my clothes in front of the camera

my birthday is this month..I am getting old and I don't care
I totally feel the glow from being pregnant
the things that bothered me before, just don't right now
13 weeks here


now...ending this blog
I am listening to this..again, sorry to always use Youtube..I don't know how to post music otherwise

so nice to see "Remedy" on the front page


thank you to everyone that left comments
it would of never been bought without you!
and of course double thanx go to Cherry
hopefully my figure bounces back after the baby and I get to work with her again soon
xoxoxoxo

Halloween was also mine and CashCow's five year anniversary. We started dating in September, but I apparently won him over on Halloween. We went to an Asian resteraunt that I have been dying to try for about two years..on the way we decided to stop by to see a friend..he was dressed as Adam Ant, he works at Aveda and balanced my chakra or something



and then he took these












5 years is the longest I have ever been with someone..without breaking up or dating someone else
and I think we are in for many years to come

I am even going to plug his site


we are still working on a comic that I am putting up..it's just taking longer than expected
ya know, babies and stuff

xo

Devil's night...this is the least I have ever done for Halloween
tonight there was an art show with burlesque and bands and stuff
I was more interested in seeing some friends than the entertainment
but I am still on bed rest so it's a no
the bed rest is lessened though..I can go grocery shopping, and little things like that
it's funny and a little sad how exciting that is

I wish I lived in a house instead of an apartment.that way we could at least pass out candy
and speaking of my apartment..a pipe broke under the floor in my bedroom..so we have to move everything out and leave for the day..they need to go through the floor..it sounds awfully messy

pregnancy..
I am 12 weeks tomorrow, the baby was super adorable on my ultrasound yesterday..it was the first time it actually looked like a baby..it was jumping around..terribly cute, looked like a Mexican jumping bean.for real

I look huge in thispicture!


my belly isn't the only thing growing..

I love cooking in the fall
sweet potato, apples, raisins and walnuts with brown sugar,cinnamon and maple syrup

but this pic looks like I am surrounded by ghosts..


enjoy your halloween have a few cocktails for me!

I should of listened to my doctor the last time I went in, they wanted to give me a flu shot and I was sort of hesitant...and now, I totally feel like I am getting a cold...damn..I may get one in the morning and hope it isn't too late. I look sick, no?


that was at a local diner..I had to sneak out for a veggie burger and a movie..the bed rest was making me crazy deppressed..my midwife said it should be ok..I needed it, trust me
too bad the movie wasn't all that, Burn After Reading was just missing something..it was still entertaining enough..but, I wouldn't recommend it

my friend came by with her baby last night to keep me company..CashCow went to take her picture and she got embarrased because she needs to get her hair done..so she put a blanket on her head...I put a towel on my head to make her even more comftorable..the baby even participated

don't we look holy?


last..thank you so much for the support on Remedy
if you still haven't checked it out..please do so, hopefully it gets to the front page soon
these are some of my favorites from the set






ok..back to bed
fun fun..haha
xo

this whole bed rest thing is really taking it's time..just dragging by
and it seems to get more and more strict
no one should be in bed this long without having sex

thank you to everyone who left some love on my new set in member review
if you haven't taken a look..please do, I am very proud of it
Remedy, shot by the wonderful Cherry









I would write more, but I am exhausted..we had another scare with the pregnancy..baby is fine, but I am losing a lot of blood..it wears on my body terribly..hopefully this will take care of itself by the end of the month..that will be the start of my second trimester and my midwife seems to think that things will improve by then

xoxox

I just had a blog all ready to go and our power when out for like 30 seconds
long enough to scare me after seeing, ''Quarantine" last night
I think the original was creepier
so much that I was actually able to watch the last 5 minutes of this one
such a brave girl..

still on bed rest..I asked my midwife if seeing a movie would be ok and she thought it wouldn't hurt
I go back in two more days to see how much longer and to what extent I need to continue this
I can't believe how amazing the thought of exercising is..really
it helps everything..my mood, my energy..blah blah blah

but, this is what it's all for

I was only 9 weeks when it was taken so..it's hard to make much out
they normally don't even give you an ultrasound that early, but they thought the baby was dead
nice, huh? all my experiences with doctors, nurses and hospitals has been a nightmare
we decided not to listen to anybody untill we see the ultrasound
they thought I miscarried 3 times..
when I asked if there could of been any other reason for the bleeding..
they said no! not really...it's been a rollercoaster

baby registry
is black and white baby stuff too un-babyish?

I don't really look too preggers yet..more like I was up all night chuggin beers


I am going to keep taking pictures in this little tube dress to chart my belly growth


it's perfect because I have the dress on in Remedy
so I have a perfect starting point
it just went up less than an hour ago
please take a look and go leave some comments if you want to see it go live...thank you








Cherry shot the set so go tell her how incredible she is, because she really is..I feel lucky to have been able to meet her, let alone work with her..I just wish I had stuck around longer to hang out with her more..if you have met her than you know what I mean..she just has this great presence...very calming

a wee baby bump


if we have a boy, we are leaning on naming him Julian
Justin is another choice..I have liked that name ever since I saw, ''The Secret Of Nimh''


there are some girl names that we are thinking of, but nothing has really stuck as of yet..maybe Julia..I actually think the name January is kind of cute too..in a Wednesday Adams sort of way

we are trying to stick with the letter J as Jeremy's parent's both have names that start with a J
and being that this baby's brother's name is Trail..I would like the names to somewhat compliment one another...Trail and Julian soounds nice, don't you think?

not sure if I will be big enough on halloween, but I thought of wearing a half shirt and drawing a lightning bolt on my stomach and going as Lillian Potter

I did have prior engagements to be a zombie stripper for Night Of The Living Dead [The Musical]
not so sure about the pregnant zombie stripper..it may just look like dead girl bloat..haha

what is everyone dressing up as?
make sure to take photos...I love halloween pics!

baby wishlist
and
baby registry

I am also selling prints again..let me know if you are interested
there are some in my for sale folder..and I will add more in a day or so
xoxoxo

brrrrr...I don't know why I ever make smooties...I AM FREEZING..there is little in this world that I hate more than being cold...oh yeah, it looks like split pea soup..but it tastes great...besides, I was craving fruit something fierce

I am about 2 months along now..and just started looking at baby stuff and things for the nursery
I really love the black and white developmental toys for infants..I had them for Trail and he was fascinated by them..and it was all that seemed to interest him as far as toys go..

I decided to go dark again..thanx for the input..I am going to try to match my roots as much as possible, the last thing I want to do during pregnancy is to have to smell hair dye every other month..I may try henna..regardless, I will post pictures

Silent Hill: Homecoming is out tomorrow..I have been waiting for this for so long

you have no idea how happy this makes me..and how creeped out I will be for the next couple weeks

speaking of...I saw "The Strangers" at the dollar show last night..it was better than I had excpected..it actually made me scream out loud at one point..which isn't saying much..I get scared pretty easily..it took me a week to finish the last 50 pages of "The Shining" only because I remembered how much the movie scared me and I kept putting it off and I still refuse to see the ending of "Rec"

and last but not least
Remedy...shot by Cherry goes into member review October 13th



I am excited for this to go up and am so glad that I was given the chance to work with Cherry..I have said it before, but she has such an amazing presence..I just liked being around her..have you seen all of the sets she has been cranking out lately? incredible..I will post links later

insomnia is a bitch..and any problems with spelling need to be ignored..I am going on 4 hours of sleep

boredom from bed rest is really geting old, I am however getting better..the bleeding has slowed down quite a bit so I can't complain

tonight was cool though..some friends came by and everyone played Rock Band 2...Aqualung is such a great song, I forgot how much I love it...which brings me to music...when Trail was in the womb..I always played music for him, so I am starting to put a playlist together for the new little one

off the top of my head...all these artist have a calm, magical quality which seems perfect
Bjork
Queen
Kaada

those are just a few...throw me any suggestions..we would appreciate it

I look tired..I know

can you see a hint of baby belly yet?

this baby is going to eat more frozen yogurt then me and Alyk combined in the past year


he brang me flowers..

too sweet


pregnant women are advised to refrain from lightening thier hair ..this sucks as I finally have my hair the color that I wanted and my roots are starting to bug me..but I was curious anyway..do you prefer me darker or lighter? I may try to see if I can just wait it out..


or


goodnight kitties....have fun sleping and know that I am jealous
xoxoxoxoxoxox

bed rest sucks...I am not used to this, like I am not in pain or anything so just lying around all day makes me feel lazy..you have no idea how bad I want to exercise, that's all I miss...not drinking, not going out and seeing friends..right now, I just want to use up some energy

since the er I have been out of the house like 3 times..CashCow made a mini bed in the car and we went to the drive in..that was cool..we saw Tropic Thunder..was ok..there wasn't a huge selection to pick from

then CashCow pushed me around in a wheelchair at Meijer..it made me feel like Tom Cruise in Born On The Fourth Of July..I even had an army coat and sunglasses on and hadn't brushed my hair in a few days...hot


I can walk, obviously..but the reason I was in er was due to some bleeding and I guess even walking is a bit much for right now..what I had was technically a threatened miscarriage..doesn't sound too pretty, huh? I guess I just need to be patient and bide my time while my body strengthens up a bit..silly, weak me

pregnant women have the craziest dreams...I dreamt that I was making out with some girl in a sinking ship trying to talk her into using..a..um...big strap on, and the dream the night before was just as trashy..what the hell? hormones...whore moans

so..looks like Home Again isn't going to make it up on the front page, sucks..I really like the set a lot..I still think member review is a cool idea..I like that we have more options artistically, but I do hate pimping my set..I think after this blog..I am done..I think most of the people that read this already know it's there anyhow..






xoxoxoxoxoxoxox