5alvani

I let him get under my skin. There wasn't anything terrifically admirable about him. Nothing to explain the unbelievable draw I felt. I remember walking by the big picture window of his apartment and seeing him standing, half naked, playing his guitar. He was strong, too strong for his guitar. His hair was dirty and disheveled, short blond strands falling down in his face as...
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Digital images cast a reflection in his glasses as he glided a computer mouse back and forth... back and forth... back and forth as he synchronized himself with the computer in front of him, engrossed in the perfectly arranged colors, fixing his eyes between two vectors, slowly mouthing a digital repertoire in which time slowed by morphine was represented paradoxically by quickly moving traffic and...
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Sometimes life does take you by the horns and you really have no where to hide...

Oh geez i wore shoes that were a size too big and now i am in pain... but at least they looked cute right?

argh i didnt even know i was back i am such a duffus... how is everyone?

4 things i came to accept today.. one, i suffer massive road rage (you would too if you had to bump heads with these LA jerks)....two, i have a major crush on my first cousin....three, I love bananas mmmm banana....and four, i am extremely clumsy.... well have fun children and have a Great Wed!!!!

I watched the old man climb onto the bus, struggling up the stairs, both hands clutching the railing. his skin was wrinkled and brown, worn like the pages of a favorite book. his head hung low, neck bent into a crooked, painful hook, as if the head might wobble loose at any moment and tumble to the floor.

he shuffled across the front of the...
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Argh i hate feeling like things are stagnant!... my waters are creating larvae and i just want them to leave me alone. I dont want to feel used like i do now. I dont want him to feed me all this bs again ...over and over all i hear the same sugar coated words, i am sick of it. I need to move on but...
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Still looking for Goodbye Horses.....

I have nothing....

I stood on the beach, allowing the tide to wash over my feet. The frothy water calmed me, like a wool blanket a mother places over her child. I felt secure, even happy that the sky wasn't clear that day. The sky, dotted with clouds, made me realize that nothing can escape imperfection.

My twin sister splashed cold water on my back, and a feeling...
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