Thursday Jun 04, 2009

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god damn it.

i wanna do some fucked up shit right now.

in the end, it'll make things worse.

but i dont give a fuck.

FUCK IT

what's one more thing?
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mslait:
oh my god i feel like that all the time. FUCK THE CONSEQUENCES!!!!

thanks so much for the lovely comment on my page honey. yayyy new friend! smile xxx
liquidsunset:
Fuck yea! Fuck shit up!

Monday Jun 01, 2009

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I have an orange-sized lump in my ovary.

spent the whole day driving from doctor to doctor...

it hurts incredibly.

i had my mom feel it yesterday cause it's been getting worse... and to put it mildly - she freaked out. She called her obgyn doc this morning and he fit me in.

now I'M freaking out; i'm really anxious to see the results of...
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legman:
I hope you'll be ok! smile
guamrico:
Best of luck in dealing with your medical situation. I'll be following your blog to see how it all turns out for you. I have a sister with Hodgkins (not really a "lady" cancer I know), so I have a pretty qualified understanding of what it must be like for you right now. My sister never had to undergo surgery, but the treatments were NO JOKE. Chemo and radiation therapy kept her in a constant state of nausea; and that didn't even include the impact of all the meds either. She did beat it years ago, but its back now and she's fighting it again. Hang tough girlie, and hold tight to those people who will get you through this.

Sunday May 31, 2009

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i quit.

the ten millionth person told me the other day that my talent is being wasted at work.

well, duh.

I got a job painting murals - in one of the richest areas of Austin, Tx.

As of yesterday, next time i'm in the paint department at the Depot... I won't be at "work" cause i'll be a customer.

fuck you HOME DEPOT.

and...
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captwinky:
Good luck with your new job smile smile smile
sindra:
hey thanks. oh yea my first set SUCKED haha no joke. i hated it i was rushed and im never using that photographer again. my next set will deff show more [:

<3

Wednesday May 27, 2009

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caught up in the rhythm of you
i can not withstand your stare
if i dont free myself from this
i may lose my air

my breath is slow and waiting
for the world it seems to pause
i see nothing but you - gazing
i cant help get caught in thought

i wonder what you're thinking
am i pondering the same?
with the very...
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hellboy7:
???
truecruehead:
I feel just like this at the moment.. there is a very fine line between pleasure and pain.

Beautifully written, Is there anywhere else i can read more of your stuff?

Tuesday May 26, 2009

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i feel overwhelmed today. and nothing much is going on frown

weird right?

perhaps i am anticipating the rest of the week???

i dunno... I got two tattoo apts this week that should help cover bills. I am so so so hoping that neither one of them gets canceled.

then this weekend... OMG... more stuff.

busy is good right?

even tho i am not busy with...
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pawko4b:
Ok so when are you free to do my tattoo sweetie? shocked
elplaguita:
Busy is good, you may not feel it but it takes ur mind off of stupid shit!!

Good luck and tootles!!! smile

Wednesday May 20, 2009

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i want to...

i want to be someone else or ill explode...

...you want me?

fuckin come and find me...

ill be waiting.

with a gun and a pack of sandwiches...

and nothing.....

nothing....

nothing.

Nothing.

you want me?

well come on and break the door down.

you want me?

fucking come on and break the door down.

I'm ready...

I'm ready.

I'm ready.....

.....
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thepat09:
the first of the week really does not like you frown
here's to a better and happier weekend smile
merlowe:
OH MY how did I miss this sexy ass blog!! U better hope I never do " Find my way to you" cause nothing would make me happier than working every day at making you happy my luv!! love

Wednesday May 20, 2009

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sigh. one hundred and (now) twenty dollars. TO MY NAME... not that it matters. that is what i meant.
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merlowe:
Umm dear SG friend can I borrow $2...LOL..I want my stinkin $2 ...LOL

I will come and get it ..IF I have too!! biggrin wink
monk_mcsleaze:
I've been there before. Too many times to count. Sorry babe. frown

Tuesday May 19, 2009

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180 to my name! shocked
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lillithvain:
I know it took me a while to get the time to say it: but, better late than never!

Thank you so much for the comment you left on Mine and Doctor's MR set Medical Malice!! We appreciate it!
monk_mcsleaze:
...dollars?

Sunday May 17, 2009

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over 1000 texts in three days. ouch.
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clio:
thank you, lady!

don't break your fingers! xxx
sideshow_freak:
That's a lot of texts.... my meat clubs can't text so well, so you'll never hear me say I broke that record.

Friday May 15, 2009

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i hate being sick.

andy said i looked like "wet rat" yesterday.

??? really? ::gag:: i fucking hate you.

there is nothing to eat in lieu of the fact that everything now in my fridge is dangerous to me, knowing that i am officially allergic to it...

meh.

today sucks.

wish there was someone to share this nastiness with. haha.

fuck "happy friday"
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blubabie:
heyy i totally understand..i felt lk total crap 2days ago..i thght i was goin to die at work.hope u get well soon thgh.
bud249:
thank u!, im glad ur feeling better, no one likes to be sick!
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