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I know my hair desperately needs to be dyed. It looks awful. I’ve also been losing a bit of weight due to illness. However, my boobs just keep getting bigger and I’m baffled about it. I’m wearing a 32DDD/34DD now. It’s real strange. I really need gift cards to Victoria’s Secret or something so I can stop wearing bras/lingerie that isn’t too small. You all...
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Hello loves,

I realize, I don’t know how to ask other people for help. I need to learn that there are people out there I *can* rely on… They’re just hard to find.

How do I find these people? How do I trust them? I feel like too many bad people in my past have messed up my future trust in others.

On a lighter
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Why do people always assume I have bad intentions when I try to help? You can’t tell tone in a post. I don’t get why women assume other women are tearing them down and so sensitive to other people trying to help.

Can’t we just assume positivity? I don’t get this whole competition between women over petty things. We’re put down enough by men, why...
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Hello loves,

I want to do a big giveaway for my followers for Valentine’s Day! I am handing out signed prints like candy to those who are sweet enough to cheer me up for a day I often feel left out of. If you want to hop over to my Instagram (and follow me!), my latest post explains all details.

I just want to show
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As of today, my first set, Bass Player, can model for the site.

Yup, I’ve been here for 18 years.

I hope I can shoot more sets in the future from either side of the camera. I am aware competition is extremely heavy to have a set even seen enough to be thought of for set of the day, and I think I’m too old
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Sinus infection has been confirmed. I’m kind of feeling like death. Antibiotics are making me feel horrible. At least when it’s over, I’ll be better.

Thursday is my 18th anniversary of being a suicide girl. My first set is going to be old enough to model for the site now… seems strange.

I don’t know where my life and SG stuff is going. I probably...
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So, I’m not really doing anything of interest these days.

I just wanted to say “Happy Holidays!” to everyone! Hope all is well. I’m alone again this year for the holidays, but other than not doing anything or having gifts, I’m doing 100% not a single thing. Maybe I’ll make a pizza? Meh, who knows?

x0x0,

☠️-Sid-☠️

Hello SG land!

I've decided I want to have a print and goody giveaway here on SG!

How do you enter? I have 10 obvious nerd tattoos. In order to be entered to win some prizes (I will have special ones made), tell me either here in the comments or in a message to me (and possibly supply photo evidence, if you'd like) what those...
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Hey everyone,

Is anyone from Denver free tomorrow and want to come to an awesome concert? I won’t even let you buy the ticket from me, you can have it free if you just keep me company. My friend who was supposed to come got COVID.

Please comment here or send me a message if you’d like to come! Maybe even grab food before the...
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