bizerk

i bought a fucking python! he's so cute.
his name is hexus. he's only about a foot and a half long, but they get up to 6 ft. i can't wait.
its so adorable when he squeezes my fingers.
some of the markings on his back look like alien heads.
sometimes he will wrap around my wrist like barcelet and stay there while i'm typing....
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going home for the summer is not ok with me. i mean, i love my home, but i hate this town. i already got out and now i have to go back. and i know that it's just until september, but i think that might be enough to drive me completely insane.

horray for a great friend that will definately help to keep me from...
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if you could go anywhere right now, where would you go?

i think i might go to san francisco.

it seems like the best things always take sucha long time, but they are also the hardest things to wait for.

goddammit i hate waiting.
i feel like ive been waiting forever and i'm still not sure what for.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

HOLY FUCKING SHIT!!!!

NIN rocked so fucking hard. i knew trent wouldn't let me down.

i'm so glad he played even deeper. i really wanna go again tonight.... but i dont feel like paying a scapler hundreds of dollas. fucking scalpers. i wanted to punch them all in the face last night. theyre so obnoxious.

ooooOOoo, and i flipped off the jesus guy. i've wanted...
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i forgot how soothing drawing is. why don't i draw all the time. fuck.

TWO DAYS!!!!!!!

"peel off our skin
we're gonna burn what we
were to the ground
fuck in the fire
and spread all the ashes around
i wanna kill away the rest of what's left
and i do
and i do"

3 Days till NIN!!!!!

anyone wanna donate to the bizerk needs to be covered in tattos fund?
hahaha, i should be getting paid soon. i'm just kidding....
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i try to be a person who doesn't just talk about doing things, but a person who actually does the things she talks about. it gives me great satisfaction. i used to have long dirty blond hair and for the longest time i would talk about how much i wanted dreads and how much i liked blue hair. and look at me now. i feel...
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