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It's been a while....... A long while

I'm sorry I disappeared for as long as I did.......

After my last post in August I ended up losing my job on my birthday, I couldn't believe it. So with my last check, instead of being responsible, I ended up getting a couple of new tattoos. Here they are.

I got this one to cover up the...
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indiebuddhist:
So sorry that things went a little downhill.
Hope they start picking back up for you.
franie:
Good to see you back around!
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I really wish I wouldn't have woken up this morning....

I am so stressed out I could scream......

Today is the day I go to court to put that bastard behind bars that turned our lives upside down. I wish the court would've gotten their act together months ago. I have to take time off of work and even then they may not have a...
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grfstrider:
happy birthday
ronintally:
Hey, it's good to see you poking around.
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Hmmm, well, things are different alright......

Tiger and I have been broken up for about a month now, I finally came to realize that he just isn't my type after two years but what are you going to do? After the trial is done and over with I won't have to worry about him being in my life anymore, especially after the fascicle that took...
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knappster:
Just stumbled on your blog, sounds like a crapy time. Just know not all guys are douchebags! bty I love cheese too!
grfstrider:
My only problem and I admit i reacted baddly when megan and I stoped being friends was that She never told me what was going on. She just assumed I understood what was happening and her reasons. I new she was mad at me but i never understood why. to me she just out of the blue didn't want anything to do with me. I believe if she would have explained or tried to explain things would have been different. I believe everyone has the right to understand why something happens and sometimes you need to step away and cool down and then go back and talk. Yet you have to respect the other persons feelings. Violence and silence are never the right answers they just make things worse. I am not saying that you did this. not at all. its just that you could be megans doppleganner( and no that isn't the reason I friended you though it is the reason I first looked at you pics) and I approve of your last statement. Makes me kinda wish megan had your wisdom. Yes I still love her to death by the way. but that is anouther matter.
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Sometimes I wish things were different......

Yesterday when my mom and I were out showing property to her clients we were in the Beaumont area and that just happens to be where my ex lives. We were together on and off for about 4 years, he was always screwing up the relationship until the last time around, I screwed up. I left him because we...
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grfstrider:
keep faith and remember you deserve to be happy
franie:
I hope you find some clarity.
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Today was kind of strange......

It's been about a week since I have been on SG, it gets extremely difficult to do the things you love when you are exhausted for days work. Waking up at 4 am, going to work, coming home and trying to get things taken care of before 9 pm really takes a toll on someone.

Today I went with my...
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eroticgeek:
I hope things improve for you *hugs* Do not rush your life. Those things are big steps. I just got out of an engagement, which I know now looking back was a mistake. I am in a new relationship. We are thinking of buying a home. Some are just ready before others. Just make sure of that. That you are ready. That is what is important. Live life with no regrets! smile
indiebuddhist:
I hope you feel better soon.
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I am in a weird mood today.....

A lot of people, especially my family members, have been noticing a change in my personality lately and I think it has something to do with the fact that I increased my medication a couple of weeks ago, perhaps it finally kicked in. I know Tiger is happy that I am no longer the controlling, hostile person I...
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debased_pixie:
Hey hey

I don't know the full story but well done smile

Its good they noticed, its good you have their support. When you don't have those things then its all so much harder. Believe me.

xx
torlano:
Have you ever tried St. John's Wort?

It's good for evening moods and temperament. The standardized version is desirable.

In any case, I wish you the best and hope things work out well for you and your boyfriend.
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It's amazing how much things can change in a 48 hour time period.....

Oscar, Jason, Chanele and I always hang out for our 15 min breaks and lunch but as of lately the only person that has been inviting me is Chanele, Oscar and Jason completely stopped talking to me and I have no idea why. I have noticed a change in Oscar when Sal...
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indiebuddhist:
Never good when people alienate one, for no reason..
So sorry...
zigs:
Don't let it get you down too much.. sometimes people just get weird and stupid for no reason. The whole world is full of moody bitches.. and you can't take it personally. Life is too short to sweat those kind of people. You are a beautiful, sensitive and sweet girl.. it's their loss, not yours. kiss
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Ugh, I am so exhausted today......

I woke up this morning, did my usual routine and off to work I go. Well, little did I know I didn't get very much sleep last night; I went to bed my normal time and woke up my normal time but for some reason I was so exhausted omw to work that I almost fell asleep behind the...
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workingtogether:
that burger looks yummy....wink
indiebuddhist:
Get some rest...
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Interesting day today.....

I am not sure where to begin at the moment, perhaps at my desk this morning......

Oscar told our supervisor about his friend who needed a job and got hired on, congrats to him. Well, I am starting to notice this friend of his is becoming quite rude. He came over today while Oscar and I were in mid conversation and completely...
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Thanks for everyone's support....

It was a pretty decent weekend, I got my truck worked on before I went to my dads house on Saturday and let me tell you, you can feel a big difference in performance. My next project is tires and then hopefully I will be set for a while.

It was really great seeing my daddy, its a rare occasion when...
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eroticgeek:
Father/Daughter relationships are something that are like nothing else. I wish I had such a special one. My dad isn't the greatest, but I try not to let it get to me. We do have our moments, but even then I wouldn't call it "special" by any means. So I am glad you have that and enjoyed yourself. smile I am so happy for you! YAY! Oh and that is so great about your truck. Having a vehicle gives you so much freedom. My boyfriend and I are currently in the process of buying our first vehicle this week actually. I hope all goes well. I am glad at least some things are looking brighter for you. It makes me smile. smile *hugs* I hope in time the rest follows behind. You deserve some peace and happiness, dear. Keep us updated in all that is occurring. Much love....
brave1:
hugs to you !
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Good Afternoon SG......

Life seems to be getting more complicated as the days go on......

From finding out I need to watch my every move to my truck needing major repairs to, well, other personal things going on in my life; I have just about had it. On the upside my job rocks and I have the coolest supervisor in the world along with some...
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eroticgeek:
Congrats on the cool job! smile Wish everything else was better. I wish there was something I could do. Everything will work out somehow, I promise. I firmly believe that Karma has a way of getting those back who have done wrong, so even if you don't believe that I do I will have faith in that for you smile *hugs*
ronintally:
I like the decor in your cubicle. And I didn't realize that you live in such a mountainous area. The terrain is gorgeous!
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I am so scared.....

I couldn't sleep last night to save my life, I kept waking up in fear. It got so bad that I turned on my tv, the light is very comforting to me. When I woke up to go to the rest room I would look over my shoulder out of fear someone might be watching me frown I hate this feeling.

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eroticgeek:
I am sorry that you have to live in fear, hun! *hugs* Yes, I think this person should pay and I hope they do to the fullest extent of the law! I wish you the best. Just keep smiling and keep in mind that soon this creep will be off the streets.
btflday777:
Be strong, confident and tell yourself that there is nothing to fear! I know you can do it, don't let the fear control you, you are in charge, you can do what you want, don't be afraid!